True Manliness: From the Writings of Thomas Hughes — John Shaqi
True Manliness: From the Writings of Thomas HughesHughes, Thomas
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True Manliness: From the Writings of Thomas Hughes
Hughes, Thomas
Conduct of life
Day after day in the wilderness the struggle goes on in his heart. He
is faint from insufficient food in those solitudes, and with bodily
weakness the doubts grow in strength and persistence, and the tempter
is always at his side, soliciting him to end them once for all, by one
act of self-assertion. All those questionings and misgivings as to his
origin and mission which we have pictured to ourselves as haunting
him ever since his first visit to Jerusalem, are now, as it were,
focussed. There are mocking voices whispering again as of old, but more
scornfully and keenly in his ear, “Are you really the Messiah, the Son
of God, so long looked for? What more proof have you to go upon than
you have had for these many years, during which you have been living
as a poor peasant in a Galilean village? The word of this wild man
of the wilderness? He is your own cousin, and a powerful preacher no
doubt, but a wayward, wilful man, clad and fed like a madman, who has
been nursing mad fancies from his boyhood, away from the holy city,
the centre of national life and learning. This sign of a descending
dove, and a voice which no one has heard but yourself? Such signs come
to many—are never wanting when men are ready to deceive themselves—and
each man’s fancy gives them a different meaning. But the words, and the
sign, and the voice, you say, only meet a conviction which has been
growing these thirty years in your own heart and conscience? Well,
then, at least for the sake of others if not for your own sake, put
this conviction to the proof, here, at once, and make sure yourself,
before you go forth and deceive poor men, your brethren, to their ruin.
You are famishing here in the wilderness. This, at least, cannot be
what God intends for his Son, who is to redeem the world. Exercise
some control over the meanest part of your Father’s kingdom. Command
these stones to become bread, and see whether they will obey you.
Cast yourself down from this height. If you are what you think, your
Father’s angels will bear you up. Then, after they have borne you up,
you may go on with some reasonable assurance that your claim is not a
mere delusion, and that you will not be leading these poor men whom you
call your brethren to misery and destruction.”
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