Alexander attended the speaker half absently, though he realized that
probably he had arrived at the crisis of his life, his career; his
attention was rapt away by dreams, memories. He saw himself again,
saturated with sweat and grime, sitting with Conrad Wishon against
the little house where they slept, and planning his empire of iron; he
thought again, even further back, of the slough of anguish from which
he had won free, and persistently, woven through the entire texture, was
his vision of iron and of pride. He had sworn to himself that he would
build success from the metal for which he had such a personal affinity;
that he would be known as the great Ironmaster of Pennsylvania; and that
unsubstantial ideal, tottering now on the edge of calamity, was still
more potent, more persuasive, than the concrete and definite promises of
safety, prosperity, the implied threat, of the established power before
him.
He had an objective comprehension of the peril of his position, his
negligible funds and decreasing credit, the men with accounts clamoring
for settlement, he thought absurdly of a tessellated floor he had lately
laid in his vestibule; the mingled aggression and uncertainty on every
hand; but his subjective self rose up and dominated him. Louder than
any warning was the cry, the necessity, for the vindication of the
triumphant Alexander Hu-lings, perpetually rising higher. To surrender
his iron now, to enter, a mere individual, however elevated, into a
corporation, was to confess himself defeated, to tear down all the
radiant images from which he had derived his reason for being.
Hulings thought momentarily of Gisela; he had, it might be, no right to
involve her blindly in a downfall of the extent that now confronted him.
However, he relentlessly repressed this consideration, together with
a vague idea of discussing with her their—his—position. His was the
judgment, the responsibility, that sustained them; she was only an
ornament, the singer of little airs in the evening; the decoration, in
embroidery and gilt flowers, of his table.
He thanked the speaker adequately and firmly voiced his refusal of the
offer.
“I am an iron man,” he stated in partial explanation; “as that I must
sink or swim.”
“Iron,” another commented dryly, “is not noted for its floating
properties.”
“I am disappointed, Hulings,” the first speaker acknowledged; “yes, and
surprised. Of course we are not ignorant of the condition here; and you
must also know that the company would like to control your furnaces.
We have offered you the palm, and you must be willing to meet the
consequences of your refusal. As I said, we'd like to have you
too—energetic and capable; for, as the Bible reads, 'He that is not for
me———'”
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