He said nothing; he had given her the house—it was her world, to do with
as she pleased. The decorating of the dining room had cost over three
thousand dollars. “And a big Chinese cage, full of finches and rollers.”
He got a certain grim entertainment from the accumulating details of her
planning. Certainly it would be impossible to find anywhere a wife more
unconscious of the sordid details of commerce. Gisela was his ideal of
elegance and propriety.
Nevertheless, he felt an odd, illogical loneliness fastening on him
here, where he had thought to be most completely at ease. His mind,
filled with the practical difficulties of tomorrow, rebelled against the
restriction placed on it; he wanted to unburden himself of his troubles,
to lighten them with discussion, give them the support of another's
belief in his ability, his destiny; but, with Cryble gone, and his wife
dedicated to purely aesthetic considerations, there was no one to whom
he dared confess his growing predicament.
Marriage, he even thought, was something of a failure—burdensome.
Gisela, in the exclusive rôle of a finch in an elaborate cage, annoyed
him now by her continual chirping song. He thought disparagingly of
all women; light creatures fashioned of silks and perfume; extravagant.
After supper he went directly into his office room.
There, conversely, he was irritated with the accounts spread perpetually
before him, the announcements of fresh failures, depreciated money and
bonds. He tramped back and forth across the limited space, longing to
share Gisela's tranquillity. In a manner he had been unjust to her; he
had seen, noted, other women—his own was vastly superior. Particularly
she was truthful, there was no subterfuge, pretense, about her; and she
had courage, but, John Wooddrop's daughter, she would have. Alexander
Hulings thought of the old man with reluctant admiration; he was strong;
though he, Hulings, was stronger. He would, he calculated brutally, last
longer; and in the end he would, must, win.
XV
YET adverse circumstances closed about him like the stone walls of a
cell. The slightest error or miscalculation would bring ruin crashing
about his pretensions. It was now principally his commanding interest in
the rolling mill that kept him going; his forges and furnaces, short of
workmen, were steadily losing ground. And, though summer was at an end,
Gisela chose this time to divert the labor of a considerable shift
to the setting of new masoned flower beds. He watched the operation
somberly from the entrance of the conservatory attached, like a
parti-colored fantastic glass bubble, to his house.
“It won't take them over four or five days,” Gisela said at his
shoulder.
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