Ghosts -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
I was too tired then to be greatly disappointed. Two servants had been
sent in by my instructions, and the one who opened the door to me proved
to be a cheerful-looking young person of the gollywog type, with a
corresponding cap, who relieved me of my hand luggage and preceded me to
the drawing-room, where wide windows and a bright fire made me oblivious
for the moment of the shabby furniture, worn carpet, and mildewed
wallpaper. Tea was brought to me in a cracked pot on a veneered tray.
The literary supplement of _The Times_ and an American magazine were all
I had with which to occupy myself. And they proved insufficient. I began
to look about me; and became curiously and almost immediately conscious
that my new abode must have been inhabited by a sister or brother of the
pen. The feeling was not psychic. The immense writing-table stood
sideways in the bow-window as only “we” know how to place it. The
writing-chair looked sufficiently luxurious to tempt me to an immediate
trial; there were a footstool and a big waste-paper basket; all
incongruous with the cheap and shabby drawing-room furniture. Had only
my MS. paper been to hand, ink in the substantial glass pot, and my twin
enamel pens available, I think I should then and there have abjured all
my vows of rest and called upon inspiration to guide me to a fresh
start.
“_Work whilst ye have the light_” had been my text for months; driving
me on continually. It seemed possible, even then, that the time before
me was short. I left the fire and my unfinished tea. Instinctively I
found the words rising to my lips, “I could write here.” That was the
way a place always struck me. Whether I could or could not write there?
Seated in that convenient easy-chair I felt at once that my shabby new
surroundings were sympathetic to me, that I fitted in and was at home in
them.
I had come straight from a narrow London house where my bedroom
overlooked a mews, and my sitting-room other narrow houses with a
roadway between. Here, early in March, from the wide low window I saw
yellow gorse overgrowing a rough and unkempt garden. Beyond the garden
more flaming gorse on undulating common land, then hills, and between
them, unmistakable, the sombre darkness of the sea. Up here the air was
very still, but the smell of the gorse was strong with the wind from
that distant sea. I wished for pens and paper at first; then drifted
beyond wishes, dreaming I knew not of what, but happier and more content
than I had been for some time past. The air was healing, so were the
solitude and silence. My silence and solitude were interrupted, my
content came abruptly to an end.
“Dr. Kennedy!”
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