Under her amazement there was a hint of fear, and then came a flash as of
anger. Jacobus, after uttering my name fairly loud, said: “Make yourself
at home, Captain—I won’t be gone long,” and went away rapidly. Before I
had time to make a bow I was left alone with the girl—who, I remembered
suddenly, had not been seen by any man or woman of that town since she
had found it necessary to put up her hair. It looked as though it had
not been touched again since that distant time of first putting up; it
was a mass of black, lustrous locks, twisted anyhow high on her head,
with long, untidy wisps hanging down on each side of the clear sallow
face; a mass so thick and strong and abundant that, nothing but to look
at, it gave you a sensation of heavy pressure on the top of your head and
an impression of magnificently cynical untidiness. She leaned forward,
hugging herself with crossed legs; a dingy, amber-coloured, flounced
wrapper of some thin stuff revealed the young supple body drawn together
tensely in the deep low seat as if crouching for a spring. I detected a
slight, quivering start or two, which looked uncommonly like bounding
away. They were followed by the most absolute immobility.
The absurd impulse to run out after Jacobus (for I had been startled,
too) once repressed, I took a chair, placed it not very far from her, sat
down deliberately, and began to talk about the garden, caring not what I
said, but using a gentle caressing intonation as one talks to soothe a
startled wild animal. I could not even be certain that she understood
me. She never raised her face nor attempted to look my way. I kept on
talking only to prevent her from taking flight. She had another of those
quivering, repressed starts which made me catch my breath with
apprehension.
Ultimately I formed a notion that what prevented her perhaps from going
off in one great, nervous leap, was the scantiness of her attire. The
wicker armchair was the most substantial thing about her person. What
she had on under that dingy, loose, amber wrapper must have been of the
most flimsy and airy character. One could not help being aware of it.
It was obvious. I felt it actually embarrassing at first; but that sort
of embarrassment is got over easily by a mind not enslaved by narrow
prejudices. I did not avert my gaze from Alice. I went on talking with
ingratiating softness, the recollection that, most likely, she had never
before been spoken to by a strange man adding to my assurance. I don’t
know why an emotional tenseness should have crept into the situation.
But it did. And just as I was becoming aware of it a slight scream cut
short my flow of urbane speech.
The scream did not proceed from the girl. It was emitted behind me, and
caused me to turn my head sharply. I understood at once that the
apparition in the doorway was the elderly relation of Jacobus, the
companion, the gouvernante. While she remained thunderstruck, I got up
and made her a low bow.
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