Directly I got away from the girl I called myself many hard names. What
folly was this? I would ask myself. It was like being the slave of some
depraved habit. And I returned to her with my head clear, my heart
certainly free, not even moved by pity for that castaway (she was as much
of a castaway as any one ever wrecked on a desert island), but as if
beguiled by some extraordinary promise. Nothing more unworthy could be
imagined. The recollection of that tremulous whisper when I gripped her
shoulder with one hand and held a plate of chicken with the other was
enough to make me break all my good resolutions.
Her insulting taciturnity was enough sometimes to make one gnash one’s
teeth with rage. When she opened her mouth it was only to be abominably
rude in harsh tones to the associate of her reprobate father; and the
full approval of her aged relative was conveyed to her by offensive
chuckles. If not that, then her remarks, always uttered in the tone of
scathing contempt, were of the most appalling inanity.
How could it have been otherwise? That plump, ruffianly Jacobus old maid
in the tight grey frock had never taught her any manners. Manners I
suppose are not necessary for born castaways. No educational
establishment could ever be induced to accept her as a pupil—on account
of the proprieties, I imagine. And Jacobus had not been able to send her
away anywhere. How could he have done it? Who with? Where to? He
himself was not enough of an adventurer to think of settling down
anywhere else. His passion had tossed him at the tail of a circus up and
down strange coasts, but, the storm over, he had drifted back shamelessly
where, social outcast as he was, he remained still a Jacobus—one of the
oldest families on the island, older than the French even. There must
have been a Jacobus in at the death of the last Dodo. . . . The girl had
learned nothing, she had never listened to a general conversation, she
knew nothing, she had heard of nothing. She could read certainly; but
all the reading matter that ever came in her way were the newspapers
provided for the captains’ room of the “store.” Jacobus had the habit of
taking these sheets home now and then in a very stained and ragged
condition.
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