His thick hand fell on and grasped with force the back of a light chair
(there were several standing about) and I perceived the chance of a
broken head at the end of all this—most likely. My mortification was
extreme. The scandal would be horrible; that was unavoidable. But how
to act so as to satisfy myself I did not know. I stood on my guard and
at any rate faced him. There was nothing else for it. Of one thing I
was certain, that, however brazen my attitude, it could never equal the
characteristic Jacobus impudence.
He gave me his melancholy, glued smile and sat down. I own I was
relieved. The perspective of passing from kisses to blows had nothing
particularly attractive in it. Perhaps—perhaps he had seen nothing? He
behaved as usual, but he had never before found me alone on the verandah.
If he had alluded to it, if he had asked: “Where’s Alice?” or something
of the sort, I would have been able to judge from the tone. He would
give me no opportunity. The striking peculiarity was that he had never
looked up at me yet. “He knows,” I said to myself confidently. And my
contempt for him relieved my disgust with myself.
“You are early home,” I remarked.
“Things are very quiet; nothing doing at the store to-day,” he explained
with a cast-down air.
“Oh, well, you know, I am off,” I said, feeling that this, perhaps, was
the best thing to do.
“Yes,” he breathed out. “Day after to-morrow.”
This was not what I had meant; but as he gazed persistently on the floor,
I followed the direction of his glance. In the absolute stillness of the
house we stared at the high-heeled slipper the girl had lost in her
flight. We stared. It lay overturned.
After what seemed a very long time to me, Jacobus hitched his chair
forward, stooped with extended arm and picked it up. It looked a slender
thing in his big, thick hands. It was not really a slipper, but a low
shoe of blue, glazed kid, rubbed and shabby. It had straps to go over
the instep, but the girl only thrust her feet in, after her slovenly
manner. Jacobus raised his eyes from the shoe to look at me.
“Sit down, Captain,” he said at last, in his subdued tone.
As if the sight of that shoe had renewed the spell, I gave up suddenly
the idea of leaving the house there and then. It had become impossible.
I sat down, keeping my eyes on the fascinating object. Jacobus turned
his daughter’s shoe over and over in his cushioned paws as if studying
the way the thing was made. He contemplated the thin sole for a time;
then glancing inside with an absorbed air:
“I am glad I found you here, Captain.”
I answered this by some sort of grunt, watching him covertly. Then I
added: “You won’t have much more of me now.”
He was still deep in the interior of that shoe on which my eyes too were
resting.
“Have you thought any more of this deal in potatoes I spoke to you about
the other day?”
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