“No, I haven’t,” I answered curtly. He checked my movement to rise by an
austere, commanding gesture of the hand holding that fatal shoe. I
remained seated and glared at him. “You know I don’t trade.”
“You ought to, Captain. You ought to.”
I reflected. If I left that house now I would never see the girl again.
And I felt I must see her once more, if only for an instant. It was a
need, not to be reasoned with, not to be disregarded. No, I did not want
to go away. I wanted to stay for one more experience of that strange
provoking sensation and of indefinite desire, the habit of which had made
me—me of all people!—dread the prospect of going to sea.
“Mr. Jacobus,” I pronounced slowly. “Do you really think that upon the
whole and taking various’ matters into consideration—I mean everything,
do you understand?—it would be a good thing for me to trade, let us say,
with you?”
I waited for a while. He went on looking at the shoe which he held now
crushed in the middle, the worn point of the toe and the high heel
protruding on each side of his heavy fist.
“That will be all right,” he said, facing me squarely at last.
“Are you sure?”
“You’ll find it quite correct, Captain.” He had uttered his habitual
phrases in his usual placid, breath-saving voice and stood my hard,
inquisitive stare sleepily without as much as a wink.
“Then let us trade,” I said, turning my shoulder to him. “I see you are
bent on it.”
I did not want an open scandal, but I thought that outward decency may be
bought too dearly at times. I included Jacobus, myself, the whole
population of the island, in the same contemptuous disgust as though we
had been partners in an ignoble transaction. And the remembered vision
at sea, diaphanous and blue, of the Pearl of the Ocean at sixty miles
off; the unsubstantial, clear marvel of it as if evoked by the art of a
beautiful and pure magic, turned into a thing of horrors too. Was this
the fortune this vaporous and rare apparition had held for me in its hard
heart, hidden within the shape as of fair dreams and mist? Was this my
luck?
“I think”—Jacobus became suddenly audible after what seemed the silence
of vile meditation—“that you might conveniently take some thirty tons.
That would be about the lot, Captain.”
“Would it? The lot! I dare say it would be convenient, but I haven’t
got enough money for that.”
I had never seen him so animated.
“No!” he exclaimed with what I took for the accent of grim menace.
“That’s a pity.” He paused, then, unrelenting: “How much money have you
got, Captain?” he inquired with awful directness.
It was my turn to face him squarely. I did so and mentioned the amount I
could dispose of. And I perceived that he was disappointed. He thought
it over, his calculating gaze lost in mine, for quite a long time before
he came out in a thoughtful tone with the rapacious suggestion:
“You could draw some more from your charterers. That would be quite
easy, Captain.”
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