"You are like all your sex," he says, in a low deep voice of intense
wrath, but a voice that makes her quiver with the mingled rapture,
dread, and fear of its memories. "Truth and constancy are unknown to
you. Did I need any sign or word to keep me true? No. I said I
loved you, and would love you to my life's end; and so I shall, God
help me! Oh, child! why have you done this?"
"I was driven to it," says the girl desperately. "You cannot
understand--you never would, if I spent hours in telling you--how it
has all come about. Oh, how I hate myself!--and yet---- Oh, Keith,
say you forgive me! Let us part friends. Don't break my heart with
your reproaches. In the life before me I shall have misery enough to
bear. Give me some kind word now."
"I will not," he says fiercely. "I would not be such a hypocrite. I
could almost hate you, only that I know I love you too much for that
yet. But I will not be hypocrite enough to say I forgive you, or
wish you well, or any such d----d humbug."
"Keith!" bursts from the pale, trembling lips.
"Yes, I mean it," he goes on more wildly, for her beauty maddens him,
and he is longing with all the wildest and most passionate longing of
his hot-blooded southern nature to fold that lovely figure in his
arms, to rain kisses on the sweet quivering lips, to call her
his--his own--his love, though a hundred laws of right and honour
barred the way. "I mean it--and I hope my misery will haunt your
life, brought as it is by your own hand. To-day you have killed the
best part of me. Whatever happens in the future lies at your door."
"Do not say that," she implores.
"I will. If I go to the dogs you have driven me there, and you know
it. I have loved you since I was a boy--since we played together in
our childhood. I have been cold to all temptations, to all that
would make me less worthy of you, simply because that love lay like a
charm upon my heart and kept all evil away. I have worked and
toiled, and now, when Fortune smiles--when even your mercenary mother
might be content with my prospects--I come to claim you and find
you--married. By heaven, Lauraine, I could strangle you, as you
stand there with your innocent face looking back to mine, and fling
you dead into the arms of the brute who has bought you!"
"Oh! cease for pity's sake," implored the girl, and her hands go up
to her face and shut out that angry one before her, with the
lightning-flashes of wrath in the blue eyes, and that agony of soul
in every quivering feature. "If you only knew how sorry I am--how I
pity you--myself----"
Her voice breaks. For a moment everything is forgotten--her strange
absence--her mother's uneasiness--the wondering comments of the
guests--of these she never thinks. Just for one single moment they
stand face to face, and soul to soul, and see before them the awful
shipwreck of two young despairing lives!
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