"Pity me! Ah, you well may," cries Keith, softening a little at the
low, tender voice, and the misery on the young, white face. "God
knows I need it. Go--go, while I have strength to let you. If you
knew what a hell is in my heart at this present moment, you would
wonder I could bid you leave me now. It would be easier to kill you
than know I send you back to your--husband."
She shudders as he says those words. He has turned away, so that he
may not see the fatally fair face--the drooping grace of the lovely
figure round which the costly satin falls in gleaming folds. She
moves away; then looks back. His head is bent down on his arms--a
sob shakes the strong young frame. It goes to her heart like a
knife. Impulsively she approaches, and lays one little hand
caressingly on his arm.
"Dear Keith, don't grieve--don't fret for me. You are right. I was
never worth your love--never! I deserve all the unhappiness that
Fate can bring. But first say you forgive me this once; I cannot
bear to part in anger from you."
Dangerously soft, dangerously sweet is the pretty voice. It goes
straight to the aching heart to which she appeals. With a strong
effort he conquers his emotion and looks up--how haggard, how altered
is the bright young face she remembers!
"I was a brute to say what I did just now," he exclaims, with rapid
contrition. "I am half-mad with pain. Yes, Lorry, I will try and
forgive you, though it is horribly hard. You are not a man; you
don't know--oh God! how _can_ I bear it!"
She trembles violently as she stands beside him; the folds of her
dress sweep across his feet, the faint, sweet perfume of the
orange-flowers steals over his senses. He bows his burning forehead
down upon her hands, and for a moment is silent too.
"I _must_ go," whispers the girl desperately, at last. "Good-bye,
Keith--darling Keith. For my sake, try and bear up now; and oh,
promise me you won't carry out your awful threat; you won't go to
the--bad."
"I can't promise any such thing," he says, relapsing into gloom and
anger once more. "You don't know what you've done to me. I never
was particularly good, and if I tried to be, it was simply for your
sake. Now my anchor is gone, and I am cut adrift. Whatever evil I
do lies at your door, as I said before!"
"You are cruel--cowardly to say that!" she cries quickly. "I have
not been blameless, but I have not been false to you in my
heart--that I know, and if you had only told me, only written----"
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