Alas! that instant's hesitation undoes all the better resolves she
has been striving to make. A window is thrown open--voices
sound--there comes an echo of footsteps--they are alone no longer.
Keith bends over her impulsively. "Say one word, Lauraine--only one.
Say 'stay!'"
She draws her breath sharp and quick--his hand is on her own--she
feels its strong, warm pressure, and all her good resolutions fly
away. Nothing seems in her heart but one aching, passionate longing
for his presence--his voice. Her face pales to the whiteness of
death, but to his ear steals the word he has asked for--a whisper
that seals their fate to-night--a whisper for which the future holds
its own Nemesis of dread and of despair.
"Stay!" she says, and they pass out of the silver radiance of the
night as they entered it--together.
CHAPTER IX
Keith Athelstone goes home that night to his rooms, and feels in his
heart that he has been a coward.
He knows he has had no right to wring from a woman's weakness such a
concession as that which he has won from Lauraine. She is not of the
stuff that heroines are made of, and truly there is no "heroic"
element about himself. It is a great mistake to fancy people are
either very good or very bad in this world of ours. Only too often
there is simply a mixture of both in their characters, and
circumstances or strength of feeling alternately throw their weight
into the balance.
But alone to-night with his own thoughts, and with the fever-pulse of
passion dying slowly back into its natural beat, Keith remembers what
has passed, and has the grace to feel a little ashamed of it, even
though he declares to himself over and over again that he would act
in just the same way under similar circumstances.
It is always hard for a second person to judge of our actions. No
one can understand those secret springs--that inner mechanism which
moves us to do certain things by certain impulses. That one mad
moment had been to Keith Athelstone as the turning-point of his life.
A fiery temptation had to be withstood, or yielded to. He had chosen
to do the latter.
With his hot-blooded, impetuous temperament--with the knowledge in
his heart that he loved this woman beyond and above all others in the
world, beyond all possibility of forgetfulness--he knew also that
such a thing as mere cold, prosaic friendship was an utter
impossibility. At some moment like to-night, when senses and heart
thrilled with answering rapture, when passion ran riot in his veins,
when the aching and longing of his life spoke one impetuous desire
and hurled aside all scruples, as the strength of Samson rent asunder
the withes that bound his mighty limbs--at some such moment as this,
forms and ceremonies, right and wrong, all would be again forgotten,
and those words of Lauraine's would be verified when she said "there
can be no safety in such a compact."
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