He paces to and fro his rooms--the rooms Lauraine's judgment and
choice has selected and furnished--luxurious apartments that look out
on St. James's Park.
The radiance of the early summer dawn--beautiful even in a great
city--is over all the sky. A faint breeze rustles the trees--the
birds sing and chirp among boughs that are moist with the night's
rain, just some tender freshening shower that had fallen scarce an
hour before.
Those young tired eyes of Keith Athelstone's look out on it all, and
a sigh parts his lips.
"There are so many women in the world," he mutters, as he ceases his
restless pacing, and leans against the open window. "So many that
are beautiful and young, and easy to win, and yet all my life is but
a longing for one who can be nothing to me. How hard fate is!"
The cool, fresh air blows over his brow, but it does not still its
aching. His whole soul is hardened, and bitterly ashamed. He has
gained his will, he has forced Lauraine to say "_Stay_," but all the
same his triumph brings no satisfaction. That she loves him he
knows, but she is not a woman to lend herself to the base frailties
of a lax morality, to sink to the low level that pursues its joys in
secret, and smiles serenely on the face of society at large. There
would be no playing at innocence with her, and she was too proud as
well as too passionate not to suffer intensely in the struggle. And
then, after all, how would it end--how do these poor pretences ever
end? The barrier is so frail--a look, a word, a chance meeting, and
it is overthrown, and then----
He springs impetuously to his feet here. He dares not pursue that
train of thought any further.
"I won't think of the end," he mutters. "I shall see her still, and
sufficient unto the day is the--evil--thereof!"
The evil?
Might it come to that for Lauraine, and for himself!
"My dear," says Lady Etwynde to Lauraine, as she sits in the boudoir
of the latter, "your roses looked charming; there was something so
simple and artistic in that arrangement; not like a regular florist's
bouquet. But why did you leave them in the garden? I found them
lying on the grass when I walked there this morning, and as I love
roses, though they have not the subtle meaning of our own peculiar
flowers, I brought them in and put them in water."
Lauraine flushes hotly, and then grows as suddenly pale.
"I--I dropped them, I suppose," she says, bending over some crewels
she is sorting. "It is of no consequence. I get so many flowers."
Lady Etwynde glances quickly at the beautiful, troubled face. She
has taken a warm liking to Lauraine, and when alone with her drops
all her fantastic ways and conversation. She leans back now in her
low chair, and looks long and thoughtfully at her friend.
"I had not much time to speak to you last night," she says presently;
"and you left so suddenly. I was afraid you were ill."
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