In the afternoon, when the carriages were rolling about, and the
little street was sonorous with the echoing double-knocks dealt on its
tiny doors by huge footmen, May would sit behind the window-curtain
watching all that was passing, and ever and anon drawing farther back
into the shadow, as though fearful of being recognised. She had little
cause for such anxiety, poor child, though in the course of the day
she would see many of those with whom but a short time ago she used to
be in constant association: the Duchess of Melrose, leaning back in
her luxurious carriage, and surveying mankind superciliously, though
not without interest, through her double glasses; Sir Wolfrey
Delapryme in his mail phaeton, tooling his roan cobs; Captain Seaver
on his neat hack; and Mrs. Ingram in her victoria. Mrs. Ingram had
stopped in Podbury-street, and had come up to see May; it being her
maxim, she said, that 'when any one had come to grief her pals should
stick by her.' Kate Ingram's sympathy, however well meant, was not put
in a very acceptable manner; she said that no doubt May had had a
'facer,' but that it was 'no use crying over spilt milk.' She spoke of
De Tournefort as that 'foreign sportsman,' said she considered him a
'snob' and a 'cad,' and that May had done quite rightly in refusing to
have anything more to say to him. She proposed to make up a little
Sunday river-party of people who 'wouldn't mind, don't you know,' and
to invite May to it, but she was rather pleased than otherwise when
she found May quietly but firmly declined; and shortly after took her
leave, promising to come again soon; a promise which she would not
keep.
Once May saw her husband. Lord Forestfield drove through
Podbury-street in a hansom cab, sitting well back, with his arms
crossed and a pleasant smile upon his face. With her renewed feeling
for him, May would rather not have seen that smile; it showed that he
was happy and careless, while she was suffering such acute misery. In
the eyes of the world she was the guilty one, and had to bear the
consequences of her guilt; but in his own inmost mind he must know
that he had been at least equally criminal, and that if it had not
been for his neglect and desertion of her she would never have
committed the crime for which he was now exacting so fearful a
penalty.
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