And as she pondered over this a horrible idea flashed across her; a
passage in De Tournefort's letter recurred to her mind, in which,
speaking of Lord Forestfield, he had said, 'he will be at liberty to
carry to its end a pursuit in which he has been long engaged.' What
could that mean? What but that her husband had determined on divorcing
her, with the view of marrying some one else to whom he had been long
attached. Of marrying some one else! The fact that he himself was
married had had no effect in preventing his forming other connections,
but marriage while she lived undivorced was for him impossible; it was
in that view, then, that he had determined on pursuing his vengeance
to the bitter end.
The thought drove her nearly mad. She felt that she could not support
it in silence, that she must go to him at once and make one final
appeal. She rose and looked in the glass. Her beauty had suffered but
little from what she had undergone; she was perhaps a trifle paler
than usual, but Lord Forestfield had always expressed his dislike of
blooming hoydens, and there was no doubt that at one time he admired
her deeply and was greatly influenced by her beauty. Would he be so
again? She would see.
The next day the maid, who had been sent to see her former
fellow-servants in Seamore-place, returned with the information that
Lord Forestfield had gone down to Woodburn. May looked upon this as a
happy chance, and determined on following him there at once. She could
see him more readily, could speak to him more freely, in the seclusion
of Woodburn than if he had remained in town; she would go down there
that very afternoon. In pursuance of this determination she set out,
accompanied only by her maid, and dressed in a common gown and bonnet
in order to escape any recognition. After a two hours' railway journey
they arrived at Crawley, the station from which Lord Forestfield's
seat was reached, and taking a fly were driven over to the gates of
Woodburn Park. There they halted, leaving the vehicle to await their
return. The maid, who was known to the lodge-keeper, went forward; and
after learning that his lordship was there and alone, easily obtained
admission for herself and friend to pass through the gates. Up the
long avenue, the scene of her great reception by her husband's tenants
on her return home after her marriage, May Forestfield now crept with
trembling limbs and a desperate sinking at heart, her humble companion
endeavouring to sustain her by well-meant though ill-chosen
exhortation. Far away in the distance glimmered the house, a long low
stone building, from one window of which a light was shining. So far
as May could make out, this proceeded from the library, a room
immediately on the left hand of the porch, to which access was
perfectly easy. The thought of seeing her husband and completely
humbling herself before him, and of begging, not indeed to be placed
back in her old position in the eyes of the world--that she scarcely
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