A good many people looked upon her as a harmless lunatic, but in these
extravagances of hers a keener observer surely would have seen the
broken fragments of a magnificent edifice that had crumbled into ruin
before it was completed, the stones of a heavenly Jerusalem--love, in
short, without a lover. And this was indeed the fact.
The story of the first eighteen years of Mme. de Bargeton’s married life
can be summed up in a few words. For a long while she lived upon herself
and distant hopes. Then, when she began to see that their narrow income
put the longed-for life in Paris quite out of the question, she looked
about her at the people with whom her life must be spent, and shuddered
at her loneliness. There was not a single man who could inspire the
madness to which women are prone when they despair of a life become
stale and unprofitable in the present, and with no outlook for the
future. She had nothing to look for, nothing to expect from chance, for
there are lives in which chance plays no part. But when the Empire was
in the full noonday of glory, and Napoleon was sending the flower of
his troops to the Peninsula, her disappointed hopes revived. Natural
curiosity prompted her to make an effort to see the heroes who were
conquering Europe in obedience to a word from the Emperor in the order
of the day; the heroes of a modern time who outdid the mythical feats of
paladins of old. The cities of France, however avaricious or refractory,
must perforce do honor to the Imperial Guard, and mayors and prefects
went out to meet them with set speeches as if the conquerors had been
crowned kings. Mme. de Bargeton went to a _ridotto_ given to the town
by a regiment, and fell in love with an officer of a good family, a
sub-lieutenant, to whom the crafty Napoleon had given a glimpse of the
baton of a Marshal of France. Love, restrained, greater and nobler
than the ties that were made and unmade so easily in those days, was
consecrated coldly by the hands of death. On the battlefield of Wagram
a shell shattered the only record of Mme. de Bargeton’s young beauty,
a portrait worn on the heart of the Marquis of Cante-Croix. For long
afterwards she wept for the young soldier, the colonel in his second
campaign, for the heart hot with love and glory that set a letter from
Naïs above Imperial favor. The pain of those days cast a veil of sadness
over her face, a shadow that only vanished at the terrible age when a
woman first discovers with dismay that the best years of her life are
over, and she has had no joy of them; when she sees her roses wither,
and the longing for love is revived again with the desire to linger yet
for a little on the last smiles of youth. Her nobler qualities dealt
so many wounds to her soul at the moment when the cold of the provinces
seized upon her. She would have died of grief like the ermine if by
chance she had been sullied by contact with those men whose thoughts are
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