But though she made this statement, a little wonder remained in her
mind. She had not, she remembered, been very well lately. Did Reginald
think she was failing, and that it might really be his mother’s last
entertainment to her neighbors? It was not a very pleasant thought, for
nothing had occurred for a long time to disturb the quiet tenor of Mrs.
Wradisley’s life, and Ralph had come back to her out of the wilds, and
she was contented. She put the thought away, going out to the
housekeeper to talk over anything that was necessary, but it gave her a
little shock in spite of herself.
Mr. Wradisley, as may well be believed, had no thought at all of his
mother’s health, which he believed to be excellent, but he had begun to
think a little of brighter possibilities, of the substitution of another
feminine head to the house, and entertainments in which, through her, he
would take a warmer interest. But it was only partly this, and partly
nothing at all, as his sensible mother said, only the suppressed
excitement in him and impulse to do something to get through the time
until he should see Mrs. Nugent again and know his fate. He did not feel
very much afraid, notwithstanding all she had said in the shock of the
moment. He could understand that to a young widow, a fanciful young
woman, more or less touched by the new fancies women had taken up, the
idea of replacing her husband by another, of loving a second time, which
all the sentimentalists are against, would be for the moment a great
shock. She might feel the shock all the more if she felt, too, that
there was something in her heart that answered to that alarming
proposal, and might feel that to push off the thought with both hands,
with all her might, was the only thing possible. But the reflections of
the night and of the new morning, which had risen with such splendor of
autumnal sunshine, would, he felt almost sure, make a great difference.
Mrs. Nugent did not wear mourning; it was probably some years since her
husband’s death. She was not very well off, and did not seem to have
many relations who could help her, or she would not have come here so
unfriended, to a district in which nobody knew her. Was it likely that
she should resist all that he had to offer, the love of a good man, the
shelter of a well-known, wealthy, important name and house? It was not
possible that for a mere sentiment a woman so full of sense as she was,
could resist these. The love of a good man--if he had not had a penny in
the world, that would be worth any woman’s while; and she would feel
that. He thought, as he arranged with a zeal he had never felt before,
the means of amusing and occupying his mother’s guests, that he would
have all the more chance of getting her by herself, of finding time and
opportunity to lead her out of the crowd to get her answer. Surely,
surely, the chances were all in favor of a favorable answer. It was not
as if he were a nobody, a chance-comer, a trifling or unimportant
person.
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