He had always been aware that he was an important person, and it
seemed impossible that she should not see it too.
Ralph Wradisley and his friend Bertram went out for a long walk. They
were both “out of it,” the son as much as the visitor, and both moved
with similar inclinations to run away. “Of course I’ll meet some fellows
I know,” Ralph said. “Shall I though? The fellows of my age are knocking
about somewhere, or married and settled, and that sort of thing. I’ll
meet the women of them, sisters, and so forth, and perhaps some wives.
It’s only the women that are fixtures in a country like this; and what
are the women to you and me?”
“Well, to me nothing but strangers--but so would the men be too.”
“Ah, it’s all very well to talk,” said Ralph. “Women have their place in
society, and so forth--wouldn’t be so comfortable without them, I
suppose. But between you and me, Bertram, there ain’t very much in women
for fellows like us. I’m not a marrying man--neither are you, I suppose?
The most of them about here are even past the pretty girl stage, don’t
you know, and I don’t know how to talk to them. Africa plays the deuce
with you for that.”
“No,” said Bertram, “I am not a marrying man. I am--I feel I ought to
tell you, Wradisley--there never was any need to go into such questions
before, and you may believe I don’t want to carry a placard round my
neck in the circumstances;--well--I am a married man, and that is the
truth.”
Ralph turned upon him with a long whistle and a lifting of the
eyebrows. “By Jove!” he said.
“I hope you won’t bear me a grudge for not telling you before. In that
case I’ll be off at once and bother you no more.”
“Stuff!” cried Ralph; “what difference can it make to me? I have thought
you had something on your mind sometimes; but married or single, we’re
the same two fellows that have walked the desert together, and helped
each other through many a scrape. I’m sorry for you, old chap--that is,
if there’s anything to be sorry for. Of course, I don’t know.”
“I’ve been afloat on the world ever since,” said Bertram. “It was all my
fault. I was a cursed fool, and trapped when I was a boy. Then I thought
the woman was dead--had all the proofs and everything, and--You say you
know nothing about that sort of thing, Wradisley. Well, I won’t say
anything about it. I fell in love with a lady every way better than
I--she was--perhaps you do know more than you say. I married her--that’s
the short and the long of it; and in a year, when the baby had come,
the other woman, the horrible creature, arrived at my very door.”
“Good Lord!” cried Ralph softly, in his beard.
“She was dying, that was one good thing; she died--in my house. And
then--We were married again, my wife and I--she allowed that; but--I
have never seen her since,” said Bertram, turning his head away.
“By Jove!” said Ralph Wradisley once more, in his beard; and they walked
on in silence for a mile, and said not another word. At last--
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