'Yes,' she answered. 'It saves time, and it keeps men from making love
or being impertinent. I have been a good deal about, and no man has
ever dared to be impertinent to me. If you like, I'll tell you now all
about myself; where and when I was born, where I have spent my time,
how I was brought up, how I was educated, all about my family and
fortune, my likes and dislikes, and my love-secrets.'
Once more he stared at her. There was something confounding in finding
one's-self so close to such a spirit in such a body. Mentally he drew
back from her. That a young and beautiful woman such as she should
offer to him, an utter stranger, the record of her inner thought, was
distressing. Not for all the world would he lift a corner of the veil.
This was a new power of torture. It was distressing to think that girl
by his side was willing at any moment to throw aside the padding and
expose to his view the bare skeleton of her individuality.
He answered, 'I am not at all, not in the least, curious.'
'Then why, if you are not in the least curious, did you ask me if I
was always so candid?'
This puzzled him. He did not know what to say. He looked at her and
smiled vacantly.
She saw his predicament, and said, in her offhand way,--
'Well, there, don't bother to answer; I am not in the least curious.'
There was a long pause. She broke it with,--
'Do you know, I can be awfully well-behaved when I like.'
'I am sure you are always well-behaved,' he said, warmly.
'Oh, but I mean stupid, and dull, and proper, like you.'
He smiled a little sadly and said nothing.
'Oh, but I can; and I mean to be stupid, and dull, and proper, like
you all day.'
'Why?' he asked, looking in perplexity at her.
'Same reason as for the hat; because you are stupid, and dull, and
proper, and I hate to play second fiddle.'
They walked on in silence until they arrived at the cathedral.
'Service is going on,' said Osborne, in the porch. 'Would you like to
attend portion of it?'
'No. Take me round and let me look at the shops. I do not go to
church.'
'You are a Roman Catholic, no doubt?'
'No. I was brought up in the Church of England; but I have given up
going to church. I am not profane enough to treat the service as a
spectacle or a musical performance, and I am not sincere enough to
treat it on higher grounds.'
'I am exceedingly sorry to hear you say so.'
'I have worn off most of my faith with travel and change.'
'Then I would recommend you to rest from travel and change until your
faith comes back again.' He had paused and was looking down earnestly
into her face.
An accent of solicitude in the man's voice arrested the girl's
attention. For the first time her face was turned to his without a
smile, and she looked up gravely to him. She spoke, after a short
pause,--
'What you say interests me more than you might think, for I am not
nearly so happy or quiet in my mind as when I went--' she pointed to
the cathedral, in the shadow of which they were standing.
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