'Nor will you ever be. So long as we are in the great hurry and bustle
of life, we do not feel the necessity strong upon us. But each one of
us has to go out of life alone. That is the terrible thought--alone.
The future is of the utmost consequence to us. It can be made as valid
a certainty as this great church under which we stand. Look up, and
think of that church alone. That noble pile is the symbol of a
nation's faith. All over the world St Paul's is known. It is the
loftiest point in all these miles that make up London. Four millions
of Christian men and women are clustered round its feet, draw breath
and kneel in worship in sight of its cross. This is the greatest
church built by the most practical race. When we consider that the
most practical race on earth built this monument of faith, the opinion
of the individual ought to be hushed before such a proof of devotion.
Sceptics, scientists, and voluptuaries may rail as they will, there is
the great fact hung by our nation between London and heaven.' He had
forgotten whom he was speaking to. He looked down, coloured quickly,
and said,--'I beg your pardon, Miss Gordon; I forgot you wished to see
the shops. Let us go.'
She did not move. She was looking up with a new sweet gravity in her
face.
'I don't care about the shops. The things are all faded. Let us walk
round the cathedral; I want to have a good look at it.'
The expression of her face changed. She sighed, and a soft light of
hopefulness came into her eyes. It was a quiet light, like the morning
light in a wood.
'You look your loveliest now,' he said. He thought,--'Mad or drunk, or
mad and drunk, what can I do?'
'You will take me round the cathedral?'
'Yes, when the service is over.'
'And you will tell me all about it?'
'Yes, as far as I know,' he answered. 'Mad or drunk, no matter which,'
he thought.
'And you will treat me as a woman capable of respecting things that
deserve respect?'
'Certainly.' He was not paying attention to what she was saying,
his whole being was centred upon what she was looking. Mentally he
said,--'Drunk or mad, or--love? No matter!'
'Fools have made me flippant,' she said.
'And nature has made you divine.'
'Mr Osborne?'
'Yes.'
'Suppose I made up my mind to take a rest, and think seriously of
serious things, would you advise me to settle in the country or town?'
He stopped suddenly, raised his right arm, and made a slow gesture
round. 'What place can you find better than here?' Throwing up his arm
to its full height from his shoulder, he added,--'Under St Paul's?'
CHAPTER IV.
'OH, PERHAPS.'
'O'CONNOR, you are to do my hair plain to-day,' said the mistress
dreamily, as she sat before her glass.
'Plain, miss! Plain!' exclaimed the maid, in astonishment. 'Are you
going to sit in your room all day?'
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