'All the world is made of my joy,' thought Osborne. 'This great room,
these bright tables, these polite waiters--all are made of my joy. My
joy lifts the desolation of winter from the land, and floods the world
with the warm level sunshine of evening. My joy, my glory, my fate, my
love! My Jove! What were all the argosies of Hamburg or of Venice
compared to you? What are all the riches of London compared to you?
The value of riches is in spending them; this joy I have neither
diminishes nor changes. It builds heavens above the skies, and
glorifies the sordid things of earth.'
'Are you aware you are attracting a good deal of attention towards
us?' she asked, breaking in suddenly on his thoughts.
'Good gracious, no! How?' he exclaimed, in great discomfiture.
'By staring at me in that way.'
'I beg your pardon. I am sorry. Pray forgive me?'
'I do not mind it in the least. I am used to being stared at, and
don't mind it a bit; but I thought you would not like it.'
'I am very much obliged to you for telling me. I promise you not to do
it again.'
'Oh, I don't mind it at all! I rather like it.'
'Rather like being stared at, so as to attract the attention of a
common room like this! You are not serious?'
'Perfectly,' she said, with a placid smile.
'But what earthly pleasure can it give you to have a number of eyes
fixed upon you?'
'Did you ever notice that people are disposed to stare at a pretty
woman?'
'Certainly. That goes without saying.'
'When a handsome man and woman, like you and me, are in a public place
like this, people cannot help staring.'
'I wish you would give up saying such things.'
'All I have said is quite true. Well, when there are a good-looking
man and woman in a room like this, and all the people are looking at
them, if the man lifts his head and looks round, all the men drop
their eyes, because they do not wish to displease the man by staring
at his companion; if the woman looks up, all the women drop their
heads, because they do not wish to let her see how they envy her.'
'Envy her! How can you say such an uncharitable thing, Miss Gordon?'
he asked, with an expression of serious disturbance on his face.
'Ah,' she sighed, 'you are very young! Wait until you are as old as I
am, and you will know what I have said is true. You may take my word
for it in the meantime.' She looked lazily around her, and when she
had completed a survey of the room, she said, 'I do feel so much
better than when I was in that chilly Abbey. Don't you?'
'I feel much happier. But you must not hold such very unpleasant views
of your sex. I reverence it, and I must teach you to think as I
think.'
'I wish you could. It is much more pleasant to think well than to
think poorly of people. But what are you to do when you are sure you
are right?'
'Keep your mind still open to conviction.'
'I do. There is no one in the world less bigoted than I.'
'I know very few women. The few I do know are, I am sure, above such a
feeling of vulgar jealousy.'
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