World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, French
Thus it was with us. I was pleased with Berthet. He had carried
himself well, and I told him so. That pleased him. He was a boy whose
self-esteem was well developed, who could impose upon a rather weak
body decisions made by his will.
“I was afraid of only one thing,” he said, “and that was that I might
be afraid.” I smiled and answered: “But you will be afraid. It is only
fools who know not fear, or deny it. Every one knows fear. Even the
bravest of the brave, Maréchal Ney himself, knew it well.”
At this moment our lieutenant returned from his hazardous expedition,
without having observed anything remarkable, and there was nothing
for us to do but wait for other sentries to relieve us, or for orders
specifying a new mission.
Nothing of the sort came, at first. If we had been abandoned in a
desert, our solitude could not have been more complete. As far as the
eye could see, we could not detect a living thing. There were no more
fugitives. We two were guarding a bare highroad where neither man nor
beast appeared.
At last, some one was seen coming from the fort. It was a comrade
bringing coffee and news. While we were absorbing with delight the
hot drink which seemed to make renewed life throb in our veins, he
recounted the events which had taken place behind us, and in some
manner under our protection.
“The boys,” he said, “have left. The fort will be blown up. It seems
that we have waited too long already. The Germans have gone by, now. We
are surrounded. No one knows how those animals slip by, but there is
fighting all around us.”
“No! Is that true?”
“Truest thing you know. Last night we put mines in the powder-magazine.
There are eight metres of fuse. We will light it on leaving. You are
going to see some fireworks.”
We did not know what to say, at first. We could not doubt the accuracy
of the information supplied by our comrade, but Berthet’s surprise
was extreme. The most difficult thing, in war, is to be willing to
comprehend nothing of what surrounds you near at hand, and to content
yourself to live as does an animal. Always one tries to reason, to
use logic, and nothing is further removed from reason and logic than
important events in which one is plunged, but of which one sees but an
infinitesimal part, too small to form even an approximate idea of the
whole.
“How,” says Berthet, “could the enemy pass by in force, without using
this road?” I shook my head. “Who knows?” “I don’t know how it was
done,” declared our comrade, “but they have passed us. As proof,
three kilometres from here they took by surprise a squad asleep in a
farmhouse. The Uhlans arrived without any one suspecting, and made them
all prisoners.”
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