Under the guns : $b A woman's reminiscences of the Civil WarWittenmyer, Annie
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Under the guns : $b A woman's reminiscences of the Civil War
Wittenmyer, Annie
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Personal narratives
But now there was another point of interest. The Confederate flag
had floated over the Court House tower through all these months of
conflict, but the Stars and Stripes was now to take its place. Soon
a little glinting of our loved flag came into view. But what could
be the matter? Surely a tangle in the ropes could be adjusted in a
few minutes. All stood in breathless anxiety. Such a delay at such
a time was startling, and every moment seemed an hour to those who
were watching from a distance. At last with rapid sweep the Stars and
Stripes was run up to the top of the staff, and a heaven-sent breeze
unfurled it to our delighted eyes.
What a burst of enthusiasm greeted it. We waved our handkerchiefs,
while men who had faced the cannon’s mouth for the flag sobbed in
their wild joy, and flung their caps into the air. But the Confederate
soldiers, as far as we could see, stood with folded arms, silent,
motionless. And yet with all our gladness that the guns had ceased
to belch forth their murderous fire, there was a deep, fathomless
undertone of sorrow over the cruel, bloody work of red-handed war, that
the glad acclaim of triumph and victory could not drown.
HEALED SOUL AND BODY.
In 1863, just after the fall of Vicksburg, I visited the hospitals in
Helena, Ark. Going into a large ward one day, filled with sick and
wounded soldiers, I saw in the farthest corner of the room a very sick
man. I noticed him the more because he was looking towards me, and
there was upon his face such a look of agony and despair as I had never
seen on any human face before, and I trust I may never see again. I
said to the surgeon, who had stepped in with me,--
“You have one very sick man here.” And when I designated him, he
answered, “Yes, he is almost gone; poor fellow, he’ll not live long.”
I said no more,--my heart was too deeply touched,--but went directly
to him. As I approached his cot-side, I said tenderly, “You seem to be
very sick, my friend.” The look of agony deepened in his face as he
answered,--
“_My friend!_ I have no friend. I am here dying among strangers, and
nobody cares whether I live or die.”
“Oh, don’t say that. You have many friends in the North;” and I was
going to say, “I’ll be your friend,” but I remembered how empty such
a profession of friendship would be on the part of a stranger, and
instead, I said, “There is a _Friend_ that sticketh closer than a
brother. Can’t you make Jesus your friend in this dark hour?”
When I spoke the name of Jesus, he cried aloud,--
“Oh! would that Jesus were my friend; but I am a great sinner.”
“But Jesus is the sinner’s friend.”
“O lady! you don’t know what a wretched sinner I am, to what lengths of
wickedness I’ve run, or you would not think that Jesus could save me.”
But I answered, “You don’t know what a great Saviour we have, or you
would not doubt. He is the mighty God, and he is able to save to the
uttermost; and that means that _he can save you_.”
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