Amnesiacs -- Fiction; New York (State) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Trials -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Sard thought of girls she knew, girls grown up with the new law, girls
who finished at college, graduated into doctors, lawyers, landscape
gardeners, statisticians, economists. She looked at her own hands,
long, thin, strong in the wrists, broadened and browned from tennis,
boating and golf and driving of machines. Sard, however, did not see
in the mirror the thing that held the mystery of her life, the gift
that would bring all that was rightfully hers to her. Do people ever
think of this one gift of personality--for instance, the mouth that
your pirate uncle sent down to you, _that_ brought you the husband whom
you had to leave to save your children; there is the shrug of your
shoulders that came from your father's side--they did that, those
people back of your father, and thus were able to throw off whole loads
of care; that curved little finger goes with the sensitiveness of your
mother's family. You will be hurt and raw from things all your life
with that finger! Yes, but you will be also exultant, drunken, wild
with the quintessence of beauty, of the mystery and wonder that is all
through the dull, daily grind. Sard's unique gift was the poise of her
head. Here was an imperious quality like that of a princess, here a
curve of chin and backset of the shoulders which was at the same time
elastic and defiant and challenging. A girl like this, of indomitable
pride, curious nerve, wonders at some of the insults she receives from
the thing this pride and nerve bring to life in others; also she is
sometimes touched and wondering to find how others believe in and trust
her.
Oh! our ancestors!--brave, struggling, dreaming, pathetic ancestors!
How you struggled, how you prayed and agonized, or were wild and wanton
to send your strange gifts down to us! Here's to you, Ancestors, all of
you! May we send you the best and bravest of you on and as far as we
can, we will do the best we can with your gifts!
CHAPTER V
FOR LIFE
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