Unlucky: A Fragment of a Girl's LifeAustin, Caroline
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Unlucky: A Fragment of a Girl's Life
Austin, Caroline
Domestic fiction; England -- Juvenile fiction; Stepdaughters -- Juvenile fiction
No comfort that love could devise or that money could purchase was
lacking to ease the colonel's sufferings. His nurses were the most
skilful that could be procured, and his wife was scarcely ever absent
from his side, and always eager to anticipate his wishes--all his
wishes, indeed, with one exception. Often in his hours of
unconsciousness Helen's name would pass his lips; often when he lay
conscious, but too weak to speak, his eyes would wander round the room
wistfully as if in search of something. But if Mrs. Desmond understood
his meaning she made no sign of doing so, and Helen's aching heart was
left without even such consolation as she might have derived from this
knowledge. Poor Helen! she had a hard time to go through. Her daily
routine was in no way altered because of this awful sorrow that was
hanging over her. Mrs. Desmond, who had not spoken to her stepdaughter
since the day of the colonel's seizure, had sent the girl a message to
say that lessons and the ordinary school-room routine were to go on as
usual. If Helen desired to testify her sorrow for her part in this
terrible affair, her only possible means of doing so was by the most
absolute obedience. The last part of this message might have been
enigmatical to Helen had she sat down to think it over. As a matter of
fact she did not. She only realized that these days of sorrow and
anxiety were to be lightened by no happiness of service rendered, that
submission to the daily round of irksome lessons was the only token she
could give of her longing desire to help her father. Helen did not
submit to this at once. With passionate words of entreaty on her lips
she went to seek her stepmother. Mrs. Desmond was resting; but something
in her maid's manner warned Helen that entreaty would be useless. After
this the girl had a hard battle with herself. First she determined to
rebel, to force her way into her father's room and refuse to leave his
side. She even remained for a few minutes outside his door, watching for
an opportunity to enter. It opened and some one came out. Helen pressed
forward, but the sound of a low moan arrested her step. That sound
touched her generous heart and changed the current of her thoughts. Her
father was ill and suffering, and to witness a scene between herself and
his wife would distress him, would be bad for him. The very idea made
Helen ashamed of herself. She turned resolutely away, her mind made up.
She would obey. It was all she could do for him. Like a little heroine
this girl kept the pledge she had made to herself. During the long,
weary days that followed not one word of repining escaped her lips. Even
Miss Walker could find nothing to complain of when the imperfect lessons
were relearned so patiently, and the pale face, with its large anxious
eyes, fixed itself so intently upon the allotted tasks. It was only at
night, when everyone excepting those who watched in the sick-room was in
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