Unlucky: A Fragment of a Girl's LifeAustin, Caroline
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Unlucky: A Fragment of a Girl's Life
Austin, Caroline
Domestic fiction; England -- Juvenile fiction; Stepdaughters -- Juvenile fiction
bed and all was still, that Helen, looking like a little ghost, would
steal down-stairs, and stationing herself on the mat outside her
father's room, with her ear pressed against the door, would wait for
hours listening for every sound that could be heard from within. Thus
she would often remain feeling amply rewarded if she did but catch a
sound of her father's voice, until pale dawn and a faint movement
overhead warned her that she must return to her room or risk discovery.
At last there came a day--a languid spring day--when a more than
ordinary sense of gloom seemed to oppress the now cheerless house.
Martha, the maid, said but little in answer to Helen's eager inquiries;
but she sighed incessantly during breakfast, and when the young lady
pushed away her plate of porridge untasted, spoke of chastisements which
might not improbably befall her in the near future. To these remarks
Helen paid but little heed, although she was conscious that Martha's
sighs were re-echoed by the other servants as they went about their work
languidly, making observations to one another in penetrating whispers,
throwing looks of pitiful meaning at Helen herself as, a wan, dejected
little figure, she passed up and down stairs.
All this the girl saw and noted; but she said nothing, dreading,
perhaps, what she might hear. Miss Walker arrived as usual, but even she
seemed in no great hurry to begin lessons; and she made no remarks about
her pupil's imperfectly-mastered tasks, but put the lesson-books down
quickly with a sigh of relief. It was the day for French verbs, too.
"_J'ai, Tu as, Il_--. How does it go?" thought Helen in despair. Was she
going to be stupid just on this day when Miss Walker's forbearance left
her no excuse? She must remember. How does it go? "_J'ai, Tu_--." Worse
and worse. And, yes, that was Dr. Russell's footstep in the hall.
"Oh, Miss Walker! dear Miss Walker! let me go for one moment and speak
to the doctor."
Before Helen knew what she was doing she had burst into tears, and Miss
Walker was actually holding her hand and trying to comfort her, and
telling her that her father was indeed very, very ill, but that there
was no need to despair.
How that day went by Helen, looking back afterwards, never quite knew.
There were no more lessons, and Miss Walker appeared in quite a new
light, never once finding fault with her pupil, but actually trying to
amuse her and to draw her from her sad thoughts. Helen tried to feel
grateful, although not very successfully. In the first place, it was
difficult to dissociate Miss Walker from perpetual fault-finding, and in
the second place, although the girl dreaded being left alone, she was in
no mood to be amused. She was in fact entirely preoccupied with one
question--how to see her father; for see him she must, she told herself.
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