'What do you say? "Yes, but?"' laughed Wemyss, bending his ear. 'Yes
without any but, you precious little thing. Buts don't exist for
us--only yeses.'
And on these lines the interview continued for quite a long time before
Lucy succeeded in telling him that her aunt had been much upset.
Wemyss minded that so little that he didn't even ask why. He was
completely incurious about anything her aunt might think. 'Who cares?'
he said, drawing her to his heart again. 'Who cares? We've got each
other. What does anything else matter? If you had fifty aunts, all being
upset, what would it matter? What can it matter to us?'
And Lucy, who was exhausted by her morning, felt too as she nestled
close to him that nothing did matter so long as he was there. But the
difficulty was that he wasn't there most of the time, and her aunt was,
and she loved her aunt and did very much hate that she should be upset.
She tried to convey this to Wemyss, but he didn't understand. When it
came to Miss Entwhistle he was as unable to understand Lucy as Miss
Entwhistle was unable to understand her when it came to Wemyss. Only
Wemyss didn't in the least mind not understanding. Aunts. What were
they? Insects. He laughed, and said his little love couldn't have it
both ways; she couldn't eat her cake, which was her Everard, and have it
too, which was her aunt; and he kissed her hair and asked who was a
complicated little baby, and rocked her gently to and fro in his arms,
and Lucy was amused at that and laughed too, and forgot her aunt, and
forgot everything except how much she loved him.
Meanwhile Miss Entwhistle was spending a diligent afternoon in the
newspaper room of the British Museum. She was reading _The Times_ report
of the Wemyss accident and inquest; and if she had been upset by what
Lucy told her in the morning she was even more upset by what she read in
the afternoon. Lucy hadn't mentioned that suggestion of suicide. Perhaps
he hadn't told her. Suicide. Well, there had been no evidence. There was
an open verdict. It had been a suggestion made by a servant, perhaps a
servant with a grudge. And even if it had been true, probably the poor
creature had discovered she had some incurable disease, or she may have
had some loss that broke her down temporarily, and--oh, there were many
explanations; respectable, ordinary explanations.
Miss Entwhistle walked home slowly, loitering at shop windows, staring
at hats and blouses that she never saw, spinning out her walk to its
utmost, trying to think. Suicide. How desolate it sounded on that
beautiful afternoon. Such a giving up. Such a defeat. Why should she
have given up? Why should she have been defeated? But it wasn't true.
The coroner had said there was no evidence to show how she came by her
death.
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