Miss Entwhistle walked slower and slower. The nearer she got to Eaton
Terrace the more unwillingly did she advance. When she reached Belgrave
Square she went right round it twice, lingering at the garden railings
studying the habits of birds. She had been out all the afternoon, and,
as those who have walked it know, it is a long way from the British
Museum to Eaton Terrace. Also it was a hot day and her feet ached, and
she very much would have liked to be in her own chair in her cool
drawing-room having her tea. But there in that drawing-room would
probably still be Mr. Wemyss, no longer now to be Mr. Wemyss for
her--would she really have to call him Everard?--or she might meet him
on the stairs--narrow stairs; or in the hall--also narrow, which he
would fill up; or on her doorstep she might meet him, filling up her
doorstep; or, when she turned the corner into her street, there, coming
towards her, might be the triumphant trousers.
No, she felt she couldn't stand seeing him that day. So she lingered
forlornly watching the sparrows inside the garden railings of Belgrave
Square, balancing first on one and then on the other of those feet that
ached.
This was only the beginning, she thought; this was only the first of
many days for her of wandering homelessly round. Her house was too small
to hold both herself and love-making. If it had been the slender
love-making of the young man who was so doggedly devoted to Lucy, she
felt it wouldn't have been too small. He would have made love
youthfully, shyly. She could have sat quite happily in the dining-room
while the suitably paired young people dallied delicately together
overhead. But she couldn't bear the thought of being cramped up so near
Mr. Wemyss's--no, Everard's; she had better get used to that at
once--love-making. His way of courting wouldn't be,--she searched about
in her uneasy mind for a word, and found vegetarian. Yes; that word
sufficiently indicated what she meant: it wouldn't be vegetarian.
Miss Entwhistle drifted away from the railings, and turning her back on
her own direction wandered towards Sloane Street. There she saw an
omnibus stopping to let some one out. Wanting very much to sit down she
made an effort and caught it, and squeezing herself into its vacant seat
gave herself up to wherever it should take her.
It took her to the City; first to the City, and then to strange places
beyond. She let it take her. Her clothes became steadily more
fashionable the farther the omnibus went. She ended by being conspicuous
and stared at. But she was determined to give the widest margin to the
love-making and go the whole way, and she did.
For an hour and a half the omnibus went on and on. She had no idea
omnibuses did such things. When it finally stopped she sat still; and
the conductor, who had gradually come to share the growing surprise of
the relays of increasingly poor passengers, asked her what address she
wanted.
She said she wanted Sloane Street.
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