Lucy didn't think two days very long not to speak to anybody in, but
there was something overwhelming about the strange man's evident
affliction that roused her out of her apathy; not much,--she was still
profoundly detached, observing from another world, as it were, this
extreme heat and agitation, but at least she saw him now, she did with a
faint curiosity consider him. He was like some elemental force in his
directness. He had the quality of an irresistible natural phenomenon.
But she did not move from her position at the gate, and her eyes
continued, with the unwaveringness he thought so odd, to stare into his.
'I would gladly have let you come in,' she said, 'if you had come
yesterday, but to-day my father died.'
Wemyss looked at her in astonishment. She had said it in as level and
ordinary a voice as if she had been remarking, rather indifferently, on
the weather.
Then he had a moment of insight. His own calamity had illuminated him.
He who had never known pain, who had never let himself be worried, who
had never let himself be approached in his life by a doubt, had for the
last week lived in an atmosphere of worry and pain, and of what, if he
allowed himself to think, to become morbid, might well grow into a most
unfair, tormenting doubt. He understood, as he would not have understood
a week ago, what her whole attitude, her rigidity meant. He stared at
her a moment while she stared straight back at him, and then his big
warm hands dropped on to the cold ones folded on the top bar of the
gate, and he said, holding them firmly though they made no attempt to
move, 'So that's it. So that's why. Now I know.'
And then he added, with the simplicity his own situation was putting
into everything he did, 'That settles it. We two stricken ones must talk
together.'
And still covering her hands with one of his, with the other he
unlatched the gate and walked in.
II
There was a seat under a mulberry tree on the little lawn, with its back
to the house and the gaping windows, and Wemyss, spying it out, led Lucy
to it as if she were a child, holding her by the hand.
She went with him indifferently. What did it matter whether she sat
under the mulberry tree or stood at the gate? This convulsed
stranger--was he real? Was anything real? Let him tell her whatever it
was he wanted to tell her, and she would listen, and get him his glass
of water, and then he would go his way and by that time the women would
have finished upstairs and she could be with her father again.
'I'll fetch the water,' she said when they got to the seat.
'No. Sit down,' said Wemyss.
She sat down. So did he, letting her hand go. It dropped on the seat,
palm upwards, between them.
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