'It's strange our coming across each other like this,' he said, looking
at her while she looked indifferently straight in front of her at the
sun on the grass beyond the shade of the mulberry tree, at a mass of
huge fuchsia bushes a little way off. 'I've been going through hell--and
so must you have been. Good God, what hell! Do you mind if I tell you?
You'll understand because of your own----'
Lucy didn't mind. She didn't mind anything. She merely vaguely wondered
that he should think she had been going through hell. Hell and her
darling father; how quaint it sounded. She began to suspect that she was
asleep. All this wasn't really happening. Her father wasn't dead.
Presently the housemaid would come in with the hot water and wake her to
the usual cheerful day. The man sitting beside her,--he seemed rather
vivid for a dream, it was true; so detailed, with his flushed face and
the perspiration on his forehead, besides the feel of his big warm hand
a moment ago and the small puffs of heat that came from his clothes when
he moved. But it was so unlikely ... everything that had happened since
breakfast was so _unlikely_. This man, too, would resolve himself soon
into just something she had had for dinner last night, and she would
tell her father about her dream at breakfast, and they would laugh.
She stirred uneasily. It wasn't a dream. It was real.
'The story is unbelievably horrible,' Wemyss was saying in a high
aggrievement, looking at her little head with the straight cut hair, and
her grave profile. How old was she? Eighteen? Twenty-eight? Impossible
to tell exactly with hair cut like that, but young anyhow compared to
him; very young perhaps compared to him who was well over forty, and so
much scarred, so deeply scarred, by this terrible thing that had
happened to him.
'It's so horrible that I wouldn't talk about it if you were going to
mind,' he went on, 'but you can't mind because you're a stranger, and it
may help you with your own trouble, because whatever you may suffer I'm
suffering much worse, so then you'll see yours isn't so bad. And besides
I must talk to some one I should go mad----'
This was certainly a dream, thought Lucy. Things didn't happen like this
when one was awake,--grotesque things.
She turned her head and looked at him. No, it wasn't a dream. No dream
could be so solid as the man beside her. What was he saying?
He was saying in a tormented voice that he was Wemyss.
'You are Wemyss,' she repeated gravely.
It made no impression on her. She didn't mind his being Wemyss.
'I'm the Wemyss the newspapers were full of last week,' he said, seeing
that the name left her unmoved. 'My God,' he went on, again wiping his
forehead, but as fast as he wiped it more beads burst out, 'those
posters to see one's own name staring at one everywhere on posters!'
'Why was your name on posters?' said Lucy.
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