"Besides," she went on, "there are so many reasons.... No, you really
mustn't follow me into the theatre any more, you frightened me. You
must never do it again."
"No," he said.
She took his hand.
"Can't you come home for a bit? I should look forward to it very much.
How warm your hand is; I'm freezing. No, I must go now. Good-night."
"Good-night," he answered.
The street lay cold and grey before him, looking like a belt of sand,
an everlasting road to traverse. He came upon a boy who was selling
old spoilt roses; he called to him, took a rose, gave the boy a little
five-crown piece in gold for a present, and went on. Soon after he saw
a group of children playing about a doorway. A boy of ten was sitting
still and looking on; he had old blue eyes which followed the game,
hollow cheeks and a square chin, and on his head was a linen cap. It
was the lining of a cap. This child wore a wig, a skin disease had
disfigured his head for life. Perhaps his soul was also withered.
All this he noticed though he had no clear idea of what part of the
town he was in or where he was going. It began to rain too, he didn't
feel it and didn't put up his umbrella, though he had carried it all
day.
When at last he came to a square where there were seats he sat down.
It was raining more and more, he put up his umbrella unconsciously and
remained seated. After a short time an invincible drowsiness came over
him, he shut his eyes and began to nod and doze.
A little while after he was roused by the loud voices of some
passers-by. He got up and wandered on. His brain had cleared, he
remembered what had happened, every incident, even the boy to whom he
had given five crowns for a rose. He pictured to himself the little
man's delight when he discovered this wonderful coin among his coppers
and saw that it was not a nickel but a five-crown piece in gold. God be
with him!
And the other children had perhaps been driven into the doorway by the
rain and were going on with their game there, playing hop-scotch or
marbles. And the disfigured old man of ten sat looking on. Who knows,
perhaps he was feeling pleased about something, perhaps he had some toy
in the little backyard room, a jack-in-the-box or a pegtop. Perhaps
he had not lost the whole of life, there might be hope in his withered
soul.
A slight and graceful lady came in view ahead of him. He gave a start
and stopped. No, he didn't know her. She had come from a side street
and was hurrying along and she had no umbrella though the rain was
pouring down. He caught up with her, looked at her and walked past. How
dainty she was and young! She was getting wet, she would catch cold
and he dared not approach her. Then he closed his umbrella so that she
should not be the only one to get wet. When he got home it was past
midnight.
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