In some mysterious way he has come into a deep, deserted valley where
no living thing is to be seen. Far away, alone and forgotten, an
organ is playing. He goes nearer, examines it; the organ is bleeding,
blood runs out of its side as it plays. Farther on he comes to a
market-place. It is all deserted, not a tree to be seen, not a sound
to be heard, it is nothing but a deserted market-place. But in the
sand are prints of people's shoes and the air seems still to hold
the last words spoken in the place, so lately was it abandoned. A
strange feeling comes over him; these words left in the air over the
market-place alarm him, they come nearer, press upon him. He casts them
off and they come again; they are not words, they are old men, a group
of old men dancing; he sees them now. Why are they dancing, and why
are they not the least gay when they dance? A cold air blows from this
company of old men, they do not see him, they are blind, and when he
calls to them they do not hear him, they are dead. He wanders towards
the east, towards the sun, and he comes to a mountain. A voice cries:
Are you at a mountain? Yes, he answers, I am standing by a mountain.
Then says the voice: The mountain you are standing by is my foot; I am
lying bound in the uttermost land, come and set me free! So he sets off
to the uttermost land. At a bridge stands a man waiting for him, he is
collecting shadows; the man is of musk. A freezing terror seizes him at
the sight of this man who wants to take his shadow. He spits at him and
threatens him with clenched fists; the man does not budge but stands
waiting for him. Turn back! cries a voice behind him. He turns and sees
a head rolling along the road and showing him the way. The head is a
human head and now and then laughs quietly and silently. He follows
it. It rolls for days and nights and he follows it; by the seashore it
slips into the ground and hides. He wades out into the sea and dives.
He finds himself in front of a huge doorway and meets a great barking
fish. It has a mane on its back and it barks at him like a dog. Behind
the fish stands Victoria. He stretches out his hands to her, she has no
clothes on, she laughs to him and a storm blows through her hair. Then
he calls to her, he hears his own cry--and wakes.
Johannes rose and went to the window. It was almost light and in the
little mirror on the window-post he saw that his temples were red. He
put out the lamp and in the grey light of day read once more the last
page of his book. Then he lay down.
By the afternoon of the same day Johannes had paid for his room,
delivered his manuscript and left town. He had gone abroad, nobody knew
where.
VI
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