A man was sitting in a roadside inn, he was passing through and was
on a long, long journey. His hair and beard were grey and many years
had passed over him; but he was still big and strong and scarcely so
old as he looked. His carriage stood outside, the horses were resting,
the driver was happy and pleased, for the stranger had given him wine
and food. When the traveller entered his name the host recognized him,
bowed and showed him great honour. "Who lives at the Castle now?" the
stranger asked. The host replied: "The Captain; he is very rich. His
lady is kind to every one." To every one? the traveller asks himself
with a curious smile--to me too? And he sat down and began to write
something, and when it was finished he read it over; it was a poem,
mournful and calm, but with many bitter words. But presently he tore
the paper to pieces and went on tearing it into still smaller pieces as
he sat there. Then there was a knock at his door and a woman dressed
in yellow walked in. She threw off her veil, it was the lady of the
Castle, the Lady Victoria. There was a majesty about her. The man
rose abruptly; at the same instant his dark soul was illumined as if
by torch-light. "You are so kind to every one," he said bitterly. "You
even come to me." She made no answer, simply stood looking at him and
her face turned dark red. "What do you want?" he asked as bitterly
as before; "have you come to remind me of the past? If so, it is for
the last time, my lady, for now I am going away for ever." And still
the young mistress of the Castle made no answer, but her lips were
trembling. He said: "If you are not satisfied with my acknowledging my
folly once, then listen, I do it again: my heart was set upon you, but
I was not worthy of you--are you satisfied now?" He went on with rising
vehemence: "You gave me No, you took another; I was a clown, a bear, a
barbarian who in my boyhood had stumbled into a royal preserve!" But
then the man threw himself into a chair sobbing and begging her: "Oh,
go! forgive me, go away!" Now all the flush had left the lady's cheeks.
And she spoke, and uttered the words so slowly and so well: "I love
you; do not misunderstand me any longer, it is you I love. Farewell!"
And it was the Castle lady fair, she flung hands before her face
and fled out of the door.... He laid down his pen and leaned back.
There--full stop, Finis. There was the book, all the sheets he had
written, nine months' work. A warm ripple of satisfaction ran through
him at the finishing of his work. And as he sat there looking towards
the window through which day was dawning, there was a throbbing in his
head and his spirit went on working. He was full of ideas and feelings,
his brain was like a wild ungathered garden with mists rising from the
ground:
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