Too many of them, doubtless, and yet those lovely children,--each one a
treasure, looking at you so confidingly with their big eyes in shades
of blue, except Resl's and Hansi's darkly flashing,--which one of them
would you not want? Not want Elsa who had a way of snuggling close and
seeking your hand as she looked up with those heaven-blue eyes? Not
want Carli, that gold and white angel of three summers, who couldn't
yet walk, his little legs would crumple up under him when he tried to
stand up, but he could smile in a way that went to your heart, and as
for the baby, a thing of such sweetness that one wanted to eat her up.
She was still at pale Kaethe's breast; rosy and fat, though heaven
alone knew how or why; and all the others. Lilli whose beauty made you
hold your breath; Resl to whom something nice was always happening, and
Maxy with his plans for supporting the family when he grew up. Any one
of them would have been the pride and joy of a childless home....
Tante Ilde felt herself pleasantly excited at the thought of
Thursday,--relieving want--no matter how--instead of adding to it. Her
eyes got quite bright.
Corinne, seeing the change, continued gayly, almost.
"And Friday, now guess," she paused, "Friday you'll have dinner with
me. I'll let you know where and we'll talk everything over. What fun
it will be! Saturday, I haven't arranged for Saturday yet but I'll
tell you in time. Sunday we don't have to plan about. I'll come as
usual with the meat for the boys' stew, and we'll have a nice time
all together. Perhaps in a few months we can arrange something quite
different. It's only to get you over the winter ... and you'll have
courage," she ended entreatingly. Courage, that angel, she was thinking
miserably to herself, as the unalterableness of her aunt's doom became
more and more apparent.
But suddenly it all seemed quite possible, even easy to Tante Ilde.
Yes, she would, she _could_ be brave. She had Corinne ... as long as
she had Corinne.... Corinne was so clever too, anything might happen
when Corinne took the reins in her slim, elfin way, guiding life
quickly, lightly along over the roughest spots.
"Now, dearest, don't worry about a single thing," Corinne repeated
faintly, the iron very deep in her soul as at last she got up and
stood lingeringly by her aunt's chair. She had again that horrible
realization of something irreparable being in process. It sharpened her
features and muffled her voice. "I'll see Frau Kerzl on the way out and
pay her up till tomorrow morning, and you can leave early." For all her
glimmering smile and close embrace she was increasingly consternated
at the collapse of her aunt's existence, not even slightly concealed
behind their words. She loved her more than ever in her final and
inevitable rout, for pity was swelling abundantly her love. But the
world! It cared little for old ladies in flight before Fate....
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