The trolley that she could take at the Opernring was itself far off and
the fares had jumped up to prohibitive prices. Foreigners, workmen and
Jews alone had the wherewithal. She decided finally as she proceeded,
soundlessly as possible, to make the limited toilet the alcove
permitted, that she would walk. The hot cup of ersatz coffee with the
ersatz sugar and the thin slice of gritty bread seemed somehow quite
sufficient. She had entirely lost that wild hunger of the night before,
so curiously the result of the tasty meal at Liesel's. She made up her
divan, put her things in order and carefully pulled back the curtains
of the alcove. She had been made aware, the morning before, that Irma
liked to have them drawn back early and tight, and certainly it did
give a more spacious aspect to the living room, off which were the two
little bed chambers, one occupied by Irma with her youngest boy and the
other by Ferry and Gusl. Except for the fading photograph, on the chest
of drawers, of the long dead Commercial Advisor in its wooden frame of
carved Edelweiss, got when he and his bride had gone to Switzerland,
his widow was completely wiped out of that living space. She felt no
more at ease there than if she were suspended in mid-air, or pressed
into some shadowy yet too-narrow dimension,--in a word horribly
uncomfortable....
The boys had had their cocoa, their thick slices of bread so carefully
measured and cut, and had gone off to school. Heinie would get a midday
meal at a relief station near the seat of learning, which provided for
one scholar out of each needy family each day. The three boys took
turns, coming home for dinner on alternate days. There was a fierceness
about Irma where food for the boys was in question. When they had
licked their spoons and looked about at the empty plates on the table,
with their eyes a trifle too big, and Ferry with those bright spots on
each cheek, Irma's jaw would set and her brow darken. Not long before
she had discovered however, a way of adding to their nourishment ...
the "Friends" in the Singerstrasse ... you received a ticket there
and then you went to the Franzensplatz to get the package. But as the
endeavor of the various foreign relief societies was not to fully
nourish any one family or quarter at the expense of other families and
quarters, but to the best of their limited ability to keep as large a
part as possible of the two and one half millions from actually dying
of hunger, that relief in any one case was only palliative....
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