It did not occur to him to ask if it was usual to follow such a
breakfast as he had had with a liqueur; he was too full of physical
content to care. He watched her as she brought a box of cigars to the
table, choose one, cut it, put it between his lips, and, striking a
match, held it up to him. The first puff at that cigar was ecstasy, so
great as to be almost painful. What was the flood of recollections
which it brought back? How long ago was it since he had tasted such a
cigar as that--a cigar at all? What dreadful things had happened to him
since? She had poured something out of a bottle into a glass. She had
spoken of a liqueur; but it was not a liqueur glass which she held out
to him and from which he sipped.
It was curious how willing he seemed to be to have everything done for
him; to eat and drink what was given to him; to have no taste of his
own; to behave almost as if he were a puppet, moving when she pulled
the string. And it seemed to amuse her to observe that it was so. One
felt that she was curious to learn how far in this direction she might
go, to what extent she could pull the strings and he would move. She
put almost the same question to him as the man had put to him upstairs:
"Now, how are you feeling?"
"I'm feeling--well, I can't tell you how I'm feeling. I'm feeling just
right. But do you know--I hope you'll forgive my saying so--but do you
know, it's a fact that I can't make things out at all."
"What sort of things?"
"Why--everything; all sorts of things."
"Explain just what you mean."
"I'll try; but somehow, you know, it doesn't seem easy." He took the
cigar from between his lips and had another sip from the glass which
was not a liqueur glass. Something in his manner seemed to be tickling
her more and more; each moment the smile on her face seemed to be
growing more pronounced; it was, apparently, only with an effort that
she could keep herself from bursting into a roar of laughter. He was
looking her straight in the face with something in his eyes which
seemed to cause her profound amusement. "Have I been ill, or--or queer,
or something? I don't quite know how it is, but I feel so--rummy, if
you'll excuse the word, that I feel as if I had had something."
It was some seconds before she answered. She sat with her elbows on the
table looking at him with twinkling eyes.
"Well, you have had something; indeed, I should say that you had
something now."
"That's how I feel. You know"--he put his hands up to his forehead--"it
seems as if there was something wrong with the works. I can't think nor
understand. As for remembering--I can't remember anything at all."
"I should imagine that that might be awkward."
"It is; you've no idea. For instance--you laugh--but I can't make out
where I am, or how I got here, or--and that's the worst of it, it does
seem so ridiculous--but I can't remember who you are."
"I'm your wife."
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