So, I have hinted, Sam was seized by remorse. There was a big lump in
his throat as he thought of the cross words he had spoken to his wife.
Surely it was hard enough for her to live in that horrible country
without having to bear the burden of his abuse. He cursed himself
grimly, and felt a sudden flush of shame that over-glowed the summer
heat as he remembered the many times he had flouted and railed at her
because she had a liking for reading fiction.
“Ther only so’ce ov amusement ther po’ gal’s got,” said Sam aloud, with
a sob, which unaccustomed sound caused Mexico to shy a bit. “A-livin’
with a sore-headed kiote like me—a low-down skunk that ought to be
licked to death with a saddle cinch—a-cookin’ and a-washin’ and
a-livin’ on mutton and beans and me abusin’ her fur takin’ a squint or
two in a little book!”
He thought of Marthy as she had been when he first met her in
Dogtown—smart, pretty, and saucy—before the sun had turned the roses in
her cheeks brown and the silence of the chaparral had tamed her
ambitions.
“Ef I ever speaks another hard word to ther little gal,” muttered Sam,
“or fails in the love and affection that’s coming to her in the deal, I
hopes a wildcat’ll t’ar me to pieces.”
He knew what he would do. He would write to Garcia & Jones, his San
Antonio merchants where he bought his supplies and sold his wool, and
have them send down a big box of novels and reading matter for Marthy.
Things were going to be different. He wondered whether a little piano
could be placed in one of the rooms of the ranch house without the
family having to move out of doors.
In nowise calculated to allay his self-reproach was the thought that
Marthy and Randy would have to pass the night alone. In spite of their
bickerings, when night came Marthy was wont to dismiss her fears of the
country, and rest her head upon Sam’s strong arm with a sigh of
peaceful content and dependence. And were her fears so groundless? Sam
thought of roving, marauding Mexicans, of stealthy cougars that
sometimes invaded the ranches, of rattlesnakes, centipedes, and a dozen
possible dangers. Marthy would be frantic with fear. Randy would cry,
and call for dada to come.
Still the interminable succession of stretches of brush, cactus, and
mesquite. Hollow after hollow, slope after slope—all exactly alike—all
familiar by constant repetition, and yet all strange and new. If he
could only arrive _somewhere_.
The straight line is Art. Nature moves in circles. A straightforward
man is more an artificial product than a diplomatist is. Men lost in
the snow travel in exact circles until they sink, exhausted, as their
footprints have attested. Also, travellers in philosophy and other
mental processes frequently wind up at their starting-point.
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