Religious communities -- Fiction; West (U.S.) -- Fiction
Although Everett made an effort to speak calmly, the intensity of his
voice and manner disturbed the unfathomed depths of Walda’s soul. After
the manner of Zanah she instinctively folded her hands over her bosom
with a gesture that signified to the colonists the warding off of all
worldly influences.
“Hush!” she said. “Speak not thus to the prophetess of Zanah.”
“I am not speaking to the prophetess now,” said Everett, taking a quick
step in front of her. “Walda, listen to me. Don’t you know that you are
choosing for your life loneliness and isolation? I think of you here in
Zanah in the years that are coming, and I cannot bear to feel that one
day will be just like another until the end.”
“A man thou art who hath set his thoughts on earth. Stephen, dost thou
not know sorrow and trouble cannot touch me when I walk near to God?
Hast thy spirit never been lifted up above all that belongs to self?
Hast thou never been near to heaven in thy thoughts?”
“Never until now,” said Everett.
Into Walda’s face came a new light.
“Dost thou mean that thou hast learned in Zanah to think less of the
world and to long for heaven?”
The man looked down at the girl. She was so near him that the light
breeze blew her gown against him. He stifled a longing to put out his
hand to touch her.
“Yes, Walda, I can say with all truthfulness that the world has become
as nothing to me, and that I long for heaven.”
“Thou hast made me very happy, Stephen. It hath been a sorrow to me to
know that thou wert not numbered with those who strive to earn eternal
life.”
“Then you have been troubled about me?” Everett questioned.
The girl hesitated a moment.
“I have hoped that I might meet thee in the other life, where there are
none of the barriers that divide men and women who would serve the
Lord.”
Everett felt the blood pour out of his heart. The girl had made a
strange admission. For a brief moment he was glad with all the joy of an
unexpected victory. Exultant words came to his lips, but when he looked
at Walda he felt anew the awe that her innocence and her spirituality
cast upon him. She appeared absolutely unconscious of what her admission
meant to the man of the world. She moved onward. They emerged from the
wooded road and came to the shore of the placid little lake. The distant
bluffs beyond the lake were dimly outlined in the evening shadows, and
above them the last lingering purple of the sunset was fading in the
sky. In the trees behind them a bird trilled the fragment of a
dream-song. The beauty of the scene, the quiet of the night, and the
nearness of Walda stirred in Everett warring impulses, yet he was dumb
before the prophetess of Zanah. The girl’s attitude of perfect trust in
him forbade him to take advantage of the opportunity to tell her that
his heaven was not the one for which she lived and worked, and yet he
felt almost cowardly in letting her believe that his sudden aspiration
was a religious experience.
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