Religious communities -- Fiction; West (U.S.) -- Fiction
“Stephen, I would have thee know what is in my heart,” she said, fixing
her clear eyes on him. “I would have thee understand that I am but a
weak woman of Zanah, called to do the Lord’s will. There have been times
when Satan tempted me with longing for the things forever denied to the
people of Zanah. There have been days when I begged that I might not be
compelled to be the prophetess. Often have I prayed to escape this work
of the Master, but since thou camest to Zanah there hath been a new
strength in me. Thou hast made me see many things unto which mine eyes
were closed; thou hast helped me to wisdom not vouchsafed to the colony
of Zanah. Since one day, when thou didst teach me to look from the
window of my father’s room, and behold the beauties of earth and sky,
peace hath come to me from the woods and fields whenever there was
unrest in my soul. Now that thou hast aspirations for heaven, I am
assured that thou art one sent from God to help the least of his
children.”
“I am unworthy to be your teacher,” Everett faltered.
They walked on until they came to the high, arched gate of the
graveyard. Everett unlatched the gate and they went in among the sunken
mounds, each of which was marked by a flat stone bearing the simple name
of some colonist who had passed out of the narrow life of Zanah. On a
little knoll, separated from the other graves, was one over which a
willow-tree trailed its low branches. Towards this Walda led the way,
and when they had come to it she said to Everett:
“Thou must leave me now.”
“I was thinking of going away from Zanah,” said Everett, with a sudden
memory of his letters. “When I took the liberty of walking with you
to-night it was my intention to say good-bye to you, Walda.”
The girl turned on him a glance of such frank regret that he asked
again:
“Will you miss me, Walda?”
“Miss thee?” she repeated. “Yea, for I have come to count thee as one
who maketh each day better for me. Thou hast become like unto Gerson
Brandt in thy brotherly care.”
Everett winced.
“But I don’t want you to think of me as your brother,” he said. “I would
have you call me friend.”
“Nay, friendship is denied between men and women in Zanah. Have I not
told thee that before? But surely thou wilt not go away before the
_Untersuchung_?”
There was a tone of pleading in the girl’s voice.
“Since I have to leave Zanah, since I have to go out into the world,
where I shall be lost to you, I may as well go now as at any future
time.”
“Nay, wait in Zanah until after the spirit of strength hath taken
possession of me. When I am, indeed, the instrument of the Lord, then
can I see thee turn again to the world. Then can I know, indeed, it will
be well with me. Stephen, thou hast just said thou art near to heaven,
and I would send thee forth with a firm faith. From now until the day of
the _Untersuchung_ I will pray for thee.”
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