WaynfleteColeridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
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Waynflete
Coleridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
But now, over his bewildered spirit there swept another vision, new and
fair, the vision of a human sympathy that might make the weak strong.
If this wise girl could know--could _see_? Before the hope of her
helpfulness, his foolish pride would give way. He could nerve himself
to confession. The next moment he knew that to lay his burden on the
innocent soul of another, to seek a love which must suffer in his
suffering, would be of all cowardly methods of escape the most
contemptible. He must try to think more clearly. He managed to stand
up, and to find the brandy, which, with most pitiful foresight, he had
brought with him. He had drunk it before he suddenly felt how
significant was the eagerness with which he took it. It was another
terror, indeed, and he threw himself down again on the bed and lay half
dozing, till with the daylight and the singing of the birds, he started
awake, with his nerves all ajar, and without energy enough to undress
and go to bed properly.
He managed, however, to make his appearance downstairs, where Rawdie's
cheerful bark recalled the poor little dog's terror of the night before.
Guy picked him up, and looked into his cairn-gorm coloured eyes, but no
change had come into them. Godfrey, too, was eating his breakfast, and
making Jeanie talk about Constancy.
Guy played with his tea-cup, and made critical remarks on the young
ladies, till the trap that he had ordered to take him to the station
appeared, when he cut short his farewells, and went off hastily, without
giving his aunt time to say that she wished him to come back again
shortly.
As he grew calmer with the increasing distance, he took a resolution,
which was the first beginning of a struggle against his fate.
Cuthbert Staunton arrived in due time, in a holiday humour, and having
plenty of conversation, he occupied Mrs Palmer's attention until the
hour came for the two young men to wish her good night, and betake
themselves to a room devoted to the use of Guy and Godfrey, where they
could talk and smoke at their leisure.
"Yours is a charming climate," said the visitor, "where any one may
light a fire in August with a clear conscience. Short of southern
moonlight, etc, there is nothing so delightful."
"Sit down in front of it," said Guy; "we're generally glad of one here,
and it looks cheerful. Now, I'm expecting you to put me up to all the
newest lights--one gets rusty down here. About the spooks, for
instance, the Miss Vyners were talking of in London. I want to examine
into them a bit. Did you ever come across a fellow who had seen one--by
any chance?"
"No," said Staunton. "I should like to come across a first-hand one,
very much."
"Well, here's your chance, then. I have--twice."
"Seen a man who has seen one?"
"No, better than that, seen the genuine article, myself. I--I want to
know how to manage him. It seems the correct thing, nowadays, to
entertain ghosts and imps of all kinds."
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