WaynfleteColeridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
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Waynflete
Coleridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"I don't know any, personally," said Cuthbert, purposely echoing Guy's
bantering tone, though he noticed the matches he struck in vain, and the
suppressed excitement of his manner. "But I should like to hear your
experiences very much."
"He paid me a visit last night," said Guy.
"And what is he like?"
Guy left off trying to light his pipe, and leant back in a corner of the
big chair in which he was lounging. The plunge was made. He was shaken
to pieces with the effort, but he still endeavoured to maintain a tone
of indifference.
"I think I'll have to tell you a little family history," he said; "if it
won't bore you."
"Not at all. Tell me just as you can--as you like."
"Well, but you know, I believe, about the old traitor who drank himself
to death from remorse, and naturally, haunted his descendants. Some of
them drank, and, in fact, there was always an inclination to an
occasional good-for-nought. Well, then came the Guy who was too late--
my namesake--so, by the way, was the traitor--that story you know, too.
I don't believe my father, or grandfather, were quite all my aunt could
have wished. They died young, you know; but I'm not aware that they
ever saw the ghost. But, five years ago, when we went to Waynflete, to
see Mrs John Palmer, I did."
"You saw the ghost of your ancestor?"
"Well! I had seen Guy's picture; I was full of it, and full of seeing
the place for the first time, and the face flashed upon me just like the
picture. The picture's _like me_, you know; absurdly so. I saw him--
plain as I see you. Well, that once wouldn't have mattered, it would
only have been a queer thing. But--"
"But that was not the only time?" said Cuthbert.
"I never _saw_ him again till last night, but--I--_feel_ him. I wake up
half mad with fear. I have dreamed of him. I don't know what it is,
the fit seizes me, and when I've scourged the folly out of me, I faint,
or my heart gets bad. I haven't quite been able to hide that; but no
one knows why. No one knows that I am afraid of my own shadow!"
"Gently, my dear boy," said Staunton, kindly. "Keep quiet for a minute.
It's hard work telling me; makes your heart beat now, doesn't it?"
"Let me get through it. These fits have come and knocked me up, over
and over--muffed my exam--for my degree--made a fool of me, times out of
number. But, last night--he was there--the whole of him, _myself_ in
that queer old dress, as one might look when one's chance was over, and
one wanted others to share one's disgrace. I saw him; but, oh, my God,
Cuthbert! It's not the _seeing_; but no other Presence is ever so
real--so close! So, I'm catching at a rope. He'll have me; I shall
have to follow him--but--I'm trying to fight."
Guy had dropped all his pretence at indifference; he spoke in short,
stifled whispers, his eyes dilated with fear.
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