“Psha! my friend. What does it matter in the general scheme of things
if one woman dies waiting to marry the one man on whom she has set her
heart? My dear Dick, what is life more than waiting--a constant waiting
that is never repaid? Is any man, any woman, ever satisfied? No matter
what it is that we get, do we not resume our waiting for something
else--something that we think worth waiting for? Psha! I am beginning
to preach; and whatever women do they should not preach. Good-bye, Dick.
Why, we are almost left alone.”
“My poor Agnes--my poor Agnes!” said he, looking at her with tenderness
in his eyes. “Never think for a moment that he will not return. Eight
years is a long time for him to be lost, but he will return. Oh, never
doubt that he will return.”
“I have never yet doubted the goodness of God,” said she. “I will wait.
I will accept without a murmur my life of waiting. He will not mind my
grey hairs.”
She gave a laugh--after a little pause. In her laugh there was a curious
note that sounded like a defiance of Fate. The man laughed also, but she
saw that he knew very well that as a matter of fact there were several
grey threads among the beautiful brown of her hair.
That was all the conversation they had at that time. She went away with
her brother Cyril, who had been trying to get Mr. Calmour to listen
to his views regarding the bowling policy to be pursued at Saturday's
match. Cyril had his own views regarding the slow bowling of young
Sharp, the rector's son. It was supposed to be very baffling, and so
it was on a bad wicket. But if the wicket was good--and there was every
likelihood that the fine weather would last over Saturday--the batsmen
would simply send every ball across the boundary, Cyril declared with
great emphasis.
He was in some measure put out when Mr. Calmour turned to him suddenly,
saying:
“I beg your pardon. What is it you've been talking about?”
“What should I be talking about if not the bowling for Saturday?” cried
Cyril.
“Oh, the bowling. What bowling? Saturday--what is to happen on
Saturday?” said the cashier.
“You idiot! Haven't we been discussing”--
“Oh, go away--go away,” said Mr. Calmour wearily. “Heaven only knows
what may happen between to-day and Saturday. If you could have any idea
of what I've gone through to-day already--bless my soul! it all seems
like a queer dream. Where are all the people gone? Why have they gone,
can you tell me? I haven't paid away all my gold yet. I've still over
two thousand pounds left. Have they closed the doors of the bank? They
were fools--oh, such fools! But I could have held out. I had three
or four tricks left. And now what's to become of me? I support my
mother--she's an old woman; and I have a sister in another town--she is
an epileptic. We are all ruined with the bank.”
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