Wesley's Designated Successor: The Life, Letters, and Literary Labours of the Rev. John William Fletcher, Vicar of Madeley, ShropshireTyerman, L. (Luke)
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Wesley's Designated Successor: The Life, Letters, and Literary Labours of the Rev. John William Fletcher, Vicar of Madeley, Shropshire
Tyerman, L. (Luke)
Fletcher, John, 1729-1785
“Now all his bonds were broken. His freed soul began to breathe a
purer air. Sin was beneath his feet. He could triumph in the Lord.
From this time, he walked in the ways of God, and, thinking he had not
leisure enough in the day, he made it a constant rule to sit up two
whole nights in the week for reading, prayer, and meditation. At the
same time, he lived on nothing but vegetables, and on bread with milk
and water. One end of his doing this was to avoid dining in company.
Besides sitting up two entire nights every week, his custom was never
to sleep so long as he could keep awake, and he always took a candle
and book with him to bed. One night, being overcome with sleep before
he had put out his candle, he dreamed that his curtain, pillow, and
cap were on fire, but went out without doing him any harm. And truly
so it was, for in the morning his curtain was found burnt, also a
corner of his pillow, and a part of his cap, but not a hair of his
head was singed.
“Some time after this, he was favoured with a further manifestation of
the love of God, so powerful, that, he said, it appeared to him as if
his body and soul would be separated. Now all his desires centred in
one, that of devoting himself to the service of his precious Master,
which he thought he could best do by entering into holy orders.”[8]
Footnote 8:
Letter to Mons. H. L. de la Fléchère, 1786, p. 13.
To complete the accounts of Fletcher’s conversion, in 1755, an extract
from another letter must be added. In that year, writing to his brother,
he insisted on the vanity of earthly pursuits, and then gave the
following description of the change that had taken place in himself:—
“I speak from experience. I have been successively deluded by all
those desires, and sometimes I have been the sport of them all at
once. This will appear incredible, except to those who have discovered
that the heart of unregenerate man is nothing more than a chaos of
obscurity and a mass of contradictions. If you have any acquaintance
with yourself, you will readily subscribe to this description of the
human heart. Every unconverted man must necessarily be either a
_voluptuary_, a _worldly-minded person_, or a _pharisaical
philosopher_: or, perhaps, like myself, he may be all of these at the
same time; and, what is still more extraordinary, he may be so not
only without _believing_, but even without once _suspecting_ it;
indeed, nothing is more common among men than an entire blindness to
their own real characters. How often have I placed my happiness in
mere chimeras! How often have I grounded my vain hope upon imaginary
foundations! I have been constantly employed in framing designs for my
own felicity; but my disappointments have been as frequent and various
as my projects.
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