England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Wessex (England) -- Fiction
After her light dinner Ella idled about the shore with the children
till dusk, thinking of the yet uncovered photograph in her room, with a
serene sense of something ecstatic to come. For, with the subtle
luxuriousness of fancy in which this young woman was an adept, on
learning that her husband was to be absent that night she had refrained
from incontinently rushing upstairs and opening the picture-frame,
preferring to reserve the inspection till she could be alone, and a
more romantic tinge be imparted to the occasion by silence, candles,
solemn sea and stars outside, than was afforded by the garish afternoon
sunlight.
The children had been sent to bed, and Ella soon followed, though it
was not yet ten o’clock. To gratify her passionate curiosity she now
made her preparations, first getting rid of superfluous garments and
putting on her dressing-gown, then arranging a chair in front of the
table and reading several pages of Trewe’s tenderest utterances. Then
she fetched the portrait-frame to the light, opened the back, took out
the likeness, and set it up before her.
It was a striking countenance to look upon. The poet wore a luxuriant
black moustache and imperial, and a slouched hat which shaded the
forehead. The large dark eyes, described by the landlady, showed an
unlimited capacity for misery; they looked out from beneath well-shaped
brows as if they were reading the universe in the microcosm of the
confronter’s face, and were not altogether overjoyed at what the
spectacle portended.
Ella murmured in her lowest, richest, tenderest tone: ‘And it’s _you_
who’ve so cruelly eclipsed me these many times!’
As she gazed long at the portrait she fell into thought, till her eyes
filled with tears, and she touched the cardboard with her lips. Then
she laughed with a nervous lightness, and wiped her eyes.
She thought how wicked she was, a woman having a husband and three
children, to let her mind stray to a stranger in this unconscionable
manner. No, he was not a stranger! She knew his thoughts and feelings
as well as she knew her own; they were, in fact, the self-same thoughts
and feelings as hers, which her husband distinctly lacked; perhaps
luckily for himself; considering that he had to provide for family
expenses.
‘He’s nearer my real self, he’s more intimate with the real me than
Will is, after all, even though I’ve never seen him,’ she said.
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