England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Wessex (England) -- Fiction
She laid his book and picture on the table at the bedside, and when she
was reclining on the pillow she re-read those of Robert Trewe’s verses
which she had marked from time to time as most touching and true.
Putting these aside, she set up the photograph on its edge upon the
coverlet, and contemplated it as she lay. Then she scanned again by the
light of the candle the half-obliterated pencillings on the wall-paper
beside her head. There they were—phrases, couplets, _bouts-rimés_,
beginnings and middles of lines, ideas in the rough, like Shelley’s
scraps, and the least of them so intense, so sweet, so palpitating,
that it seemed as if his very breath, warm and loving, fanned her
cheeks from those walls, walls that had surrounded his head times and
times as they surrounded her own now. He must often have put up his
hand so—with the pencil in it. Yes, the writing was sideways, as it
would be if executed by one who extended his arm thus.
These inscribed shapes of the poet’s world,
‘Forms more real than living man,
Nurslings of immortality,’
were, no doubt, the thoughts and spirit-strivings which had come to him
in the dead of night, when he could let himself go and have no fear of
the frost of criticism. No doubt they had often been written up hastily
by the light of the moon, the rays of the lamp, in the blue-grey dawn,
in full daylight perhaps never. And now her hair was dragging where his
arm had lain when he secured the fugitive fancies; she was sleeping on
a poet’s lips, immersed in the very essence of him, permeated by his
spirit as by an ether.
While she was dreaming the minutes away thus, a footstep came upon the
stairs, and in a moment she heard her husband’s heavy step on the
landing immediately without.
‘Ell, where are you?’
What possessed her she could not have described, but, with an
instinctive objection to let her husband know what she had been doing,
she slipped the photograph under the pillow just as he flung open the
door, with the air of a man who had dined not badly.
‘O, I beg pardon,’ said William Marchmill. ‘Have you a headache? I am
afraid I have disturbed you.’
‘No, I’ve not got a headache,’ said she. ‘How is it you’ve come?’
‘Well, we found we could get back in very good time after all, and I
didn’t want to make another day of it, because of going somewhere else
to-morrow.’
‘Shall I come down again?’
‘O no. I’m as tired as a dog. I’ve had a good feed, and I shall turn in
straight off. I want to get out at six o’clock to-morrow if I can . . .
I shan’t disturb you by my getting up; it will be long before you are
awake.’ And he came forward into the room.
While her eyes followed his movements, Ella softly pushed the
photograph further out of sight.
‘Sure you’re not ill?’ he asked, bending over her.
‘No, only wicked!’
‘Never mind that.’ And he stooped and kissed her.
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