What Will He Do with It? — Volume 09Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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What Will He Do with It? — Volume 09
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century
"One who had taken the heart from my bosom and trampled it into the mire.
True, fribbles will say, 'Fie! the vocabulary of fine gentlemen has no
harsh terms for women.' Gallants, to whom love is pastime, leave or are
left with elegant sorrow and courtly bows. Madam, I was never such airy
gallant. I am but a man unhappily in earnest--a man who placed in those
hands his life of life--who said to you, while yet in his prime, 'There
is my future, take it, till it vanish out of earth!" You have made that
life substanceless as a ghost--that future barren as the grave. And when
you dare force yourself again upon my way, and would dictate laws to my
very hearth--if I speak as a man what plain men must feel--'Oh! Mr.
Darrell,' says your injured ladyship, 'how can you have the heart?'
Woman! were you not false as the falsest? Falsehood has no dignity to
awe rebuke--falsehood no privilege of sex."
"Darrell--Darrell--Darrell--spare me, spare me! I have been so punished
--I am so miserable!"
"You!--punished!--What! you sold yourself to youth, and sleek looks, and
grand titles, and the flattery of a world; and your rose-leaves were
crumpled in the gorgeous marriage-bed. Adequate punishment!--a crumpled
rose-leaf! True, the man was a--but why should I speak ill of him? It
was he who was punished, if, accepting his rank, you recognised in
himself a nothingness that you could neither love nor honour. False and
ungrateful alike to the man you chose--to the man you forsook! And now
you have buried one, and you have schemed to degrade the other."
"Degrade!--Oh! it is that charge which has stung me to the quick. All
the others I deserve. But that charge! Listen--you shall listen."
"I stand here resigned to do so. Say all you will now, for it is the
last time on earth I lend my ears to your voice."
"Be it so--the last time." She paused to recover speech, collect
thoughts, gain strength; and strange though it may seem to those who have
never loved, amidst all her grief and humiliation there was a fearful
delight in that presence from which she had been exiled since her youth
--nay, delight unaccountable to herself, even in that rough, vehement,
bitter tempest of reproach, for an instinct told her that there would
have been no hatred in the language had no love been lingering in the
soul.
"Speak," said Darrell gently, softened, despite himself, by her evident
struggle to control emotion.
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