When the Birds Begin to SingGraham, Winifred (Matilda Winifred Muriel)
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When the Birds Begin to Sing
Graham, Winifred (Matilda Winifred Muriel)
English fiction -- 19th century
"Why are you not at the Junior Conservative?" murmurs Eleanor, laughing
softly, "instead of dangling round the 'Butterflies'?"
"Ah! you remember my card."
"Yes, I have it still. I hope you will make Giddy a good husband,"
speaking demurely.
"I ought to, after all I've gone through for her sake. It is a mercy I
have come back alive after my illnesses, and the dangerous young people I
met on the Continent."
"Let me introduce you to our coming member, the Butterfly that is to be,"
says Giddy, and Eleanor turns to face Carol Quinton.
Mrs. Mounteagle laughs merrily at her astonished look.
"I did not tell you he was coming, but now we are just a cosy quartette."
"I am afraid," murmurs Mr. Quinton, "that my visit to your charming home
the other evening was ill-timed. Mr. Roche seemed somewhat taken aback
by my presence."
"Yes," stammers Eleanor, growing red.
"I was so vexed _you_ should be annoyed," he replies, "that I could not
go home, but paced the pavement for an hour, watching the light in your
window."
Eleanor's eyes expand. She has a way of looking "surprise" without
saying it, and the look lasts quite a long while, during which an
ordinary person would have expressed their feelings several times over.
Then the wonderment fades like a magic-lantern slide, and she talks of
something else.
"Have you ever seen the sun burst suddenly through a fog? It is like
your smile," says Carol, gazing into Eleanor's face. "Why don't you
always smile?"
"Because I am not always happy," she responds quietly.
A pained expression steals into the man's eyes, and Eleanor flushes rosy
under his look. It is deep, searching, admiring; it confuses her. She
wants to push it away like something oppressive, a funeral veil dark and
heavy, or a chloroformed handkerchief, stifling breath!
"Not happy!"
The words break from him with bitter irony.
"You have youth, beauty, personal magnetism, the power to charm, eyes
that might wreck a life every day in the year. You need not scheme for
love nor demand it. It is yours by natural right. Why is not your life
one of wildest exhilaration, conquests, pleasures? Who could deny you
anything, Mrs. Roche?"
Eleanor knows well, but is too loyal to say. She would sooner bite out
her tongue than answer "Philip!" Yet he would rob her of the
companionship of her dearest friend, would deny her intercourse with
Carol Quinton, could he hear these low-whispered words of adulation! As
she thinks of it, her husband takes the form of some heartless monster,
sapping her youth's freedom, fettering her down to his side like a
dragon-fly on a pin, she can only flap her wings faintly and gasp in vain.
"Were you sorry to see me to-day?" asks Mr. Quinton, watching the
firelight playing on Eleanor's figure.
"No, I was very miserable this afternoon; I had been crying. I like
meeting you, it does me good."
As she speaks the electric light is turned up, and a little groan issues
from Giddy.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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