When the Birds Begin to SingGraham, Winifred (Matilda Winifred Muriel)
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When the Birds Begin to Sing
Graham, Winifred (Matilda Winifred Muriel)
English fiction -- 19th century
The delinquencies of the dimmed soup tureen are forgotten as these last
words ring out in the quiet parlour. "Surely," thinks Eleanor, "there
is hidden pathos in the Jolly Miller of Dee's reckless assertion! To
care for nobody! What a horrible thought--a whole life's tragedy lies
in the closing verse. If no one cares for me!"
Eleanor sighs and leans her chin on her hands, kneeling before the
wooden table on which the dinner service is spread. What if nobody
cared for her! How vast and miserable a wilderness this world would
be! Why, even the dumb animals love her.
The little goat she called Nelly, who fell ill the week before, and
gasped out its breath in her arms on a dry heap of hay, gave all the
love of its disputed soul to Eleanor. Of course, it had a soul; she
made up her mind long ago on this point. How can a creature with such
mysteriously human eyes as Nelly possessed be less human than the great
plodding, loose-mouthed ploughboy, who only gapes when he is spoken to,
and contains what Mr. Grebby is pleased to call, "only half a
intellec'!"
Eleanor glances at the old-fashioned clock in the corner, decorated by
grotesque pottery dogs and four-legged creatures with horns, and faces
resembling tigers or cats. She has been up since five, for besides
market day it is churning morning, and she and her mother have worked
for hours in the dairy.
"It is time," she says at last, washing her small hands under the
scullery tap, and then reaching for a hat hanging on the kitchen
dresser.
"I wish I had something pretty to wear," she sighs, glancing at her
reflection in a cracked glass. "Laces and ribbons, beautiful blue
ribbons with pink spots, like the Squire's nieces wore last Sunday.
The tall girl was dreadfully plain, and I should have looked so well in
her silk gown, with the shorter sister's chiffon fichu."
Eleanor's face brightens at the recollection of those costumes in the
Manor House pew, which appeared so lovely in her eyes while she played
the Magnificat. Dreams of dainty dresses are dear to her heart as the
occasional thoughts of love which steal over her at times. "If the two
could be combined," she thinks, "love and wealth."
It is amazing this new and sudden desire for something better, which
all but stops the beating of Eleanor's heart.
"If he loved me," she gasps "_if_--" she staggers back against the
half-closed door, her fingers clenched and pressed to her temples,
throbbing with intense excitement. All the thoughts that crowd to her
brain are offsprings of that improbable "if," each moment growing more
dazzling!
She hastens with light footsteps to an old cupboard in which her mother
has treasured some hand-made lace left in her aunt's will to the
Grebbys of Copthorne Farm.
She turns down her collar to reveal a shapely throat, pearly white, and
hidden usually from the sun's scorching power, round which the soft
folds of lace fall entrancingly.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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