Where Angels Fear to TreadForster, E. M. (Edward Morgan)
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Where Angels Fear to Tread
Forster, E. M. (Edward Morgan)
Culture conflict -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Humorous stories; Middle class -- England -- Fiction
His mother knew how to manage him. He agreed enthusiastically. And a few
days later, when he chanced to travel up to London with Miss Abbott,
he had all the time the pleasant thrill of one who is better informed.
Their last journey together had been from Monteriano back across
Europe. It had been a ghastly journey, and Philip, from the force of
association, rather expected something ghastly now.
He was surprised. Miss Abbott, between Sawston and Charing Cross,
revealed qualities which he had never guessed her to possess. Without
being exactly original, she did show a commendable intelligence, and
though at times she was gauche and even uncourtly, he felt that here was
a person whom it might be well to cultivate.
At first she annoyed him. They were talking, of course, about Lilia,
when she broke the thread of vague commiseration and said abruptly, “It
is all so strange as well as so tragic. And what I did was as strange as
anything.”
It was the first reference she had ever made to her contemptible
behaviour. “Never mind,” he said. “It’s all over now. Let the dead bury
their dead. It’s fallen out of our lives.”
“But that’s why I can talk about it and tell you everything I have
always wanted to. You thought me stupid and sentimental and wicked and
mad, but you never really knew how much I was to blame.”
“Indeed I never think about it now,” said Philip gently. He knew that
her nature was in the main generous and upright: it was unnecessary for
her to reveal her thoughts.
“The first evening we got to Monteriano,” she persisted, “Lilia went out
for a walk alone, saw that Italian in a picturesque position on a wall,
and fell in love. He was shabbily dressed, and she did not even know
he was the son of a dentist. I must tell you I was used to this sort
of thing. Once or twice before I had had to send people about their
business.”
“Yes; we counted on you,” said Philip, with sudden sharpness. After all,
if she would reveal her thoughts, she must take the consequences.
“I know you did,” she retorted with equal sharpness. “Lilia saw him
several times again, and I knew I ought to interfere. I called her to
my bedroom one night. She was very frightened, for she knew what it was
about and how severe I could be. ‘Do you love this man?’ I asked. ‘Yes
or no?’ She said ‘Yes.’ And I said, ‘Why don’t you marry him if you
think you’ll be happy?’”
“Really--really,” exploded Philip, as exasperated as if the thing had
happened yesterday. “You knew Lilia all your life. Apart from everything
else--as if she could choose what could make her happy!”
“Had you ever let her choose?” she flashed out. “I’m afraid that’s
rude,” she added, trying to calm herself.
“Let us rather say unhappily expressed,” said Philip, who always adopted
a dry satirical manner when he was puzzled.
“I want to finish. Next morning I found Signor Carella and said the same
to him. He--well, he was willing. That’s all.”
“And the telegram?” He looked scornfully out of the window.
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