“I don’t mean that. I mean once--_the_ once. I somehow feel that you’ve
had a great love in your life--a love that has saddened you--has made
you put women out of your life.”
He was laughing frankly at her. “What a romancer you are,” cried he.
“It’s very evident that you’ve had no experience. If you had, you’d
know that isn’t the way of love at all. Anyone who can catch it once
can catch it any number of times. It’s a disease, I tell you. You want
to fall in love and you proceed to do it, taking whoever happens to be
convenient.”
This seemed to content her. “I see you’ve never been in love,” said
she. “You’ve simply had experience. I like that. I hate a man who
hasn’t had experience. Not that I ever thought you hadn’t--no, indeed.
In the first five minutes I knew you I said to myself, ‘Here’s a man
who has been over the road.’ I could tell by the way you took hold.”
“Took hold!” cried he.
“That’s it--took hold--made me like you--made me interested in you.”
He looked uncomfortable--glanced at his watch.
“Oh, so much has happened to you. And nothing has ever happened to
me--nothing but this,” she sighed.
“But this!” laughed he. “Don’t you call it something--to be
clandestinely an artist’s model? Think how horrified your prim, proper,
pious people would be if they knew!”
“What kind of people do you think I come from?” she inquired, gazing at
him quizzically.
“That’s tabooed,” he answered. “I’ve never speculated about it. When
your canoe rounds that bend yonder I never follow. You begin and end at
the bend.”
“I don’t see how you can help wondering,” mused she. “I wonder a great
deal about you. Not that I want to know. I’d rather wonder--fancy
it as I please--differently every day. You see, I haven’t much to
think about--much that’s interesting. Honestly, don’t you wonder--at
all--about me?”
“I’ve always been that way about my friends,” replied he, and went on
to explain sincerely: “They interest me only as they appear to me. Why
should I bother about what they are to other people--people I don’t
know and don’t care to know?”
“Isn’t that strange!” mused she. “Do you really mean it?” She blushed,
hastily added: “Of course, I know you mean it. You mustn’t mind my
saying that. You see, the people I know are entirely different. That’s
why I feel this is all--unreal--a dream.... You honestly don’t care
about wealth--and social position--and all that? Not a bit?”
“Why should I?” said he indifferently. “It isn’t in my game--and one
cares only about the things that are in his game.”
“That other game--it seems a very poor sort to you, doesn’t it?”
He shrugged his shoulders.
“Yes, I know it does. It seems so to me, whenever I’m--here--and even
when I’m not here.”
“Why bother about such things?” said he in the tone that indicates
total lack of interest.
After a pause she said: “You may not believe it, but I’m a frightful
snob--out there.”
“But not here. There’s nothing here to be snob about--thank God!”
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