He was already busy. “I can’t have you mussing in my closet,” he
laughed. “Though, Heaven knows, I feel as if you were at home here.” It
slipped out, before he realized what he was saying. He hoped she had
not heard.
But she had. “That’s it!” cried she. “_Don’t_ we feel at home and at
ease with each other! I never felt that way with anybody in my life
before. And I’ve an instinct that you never did, either--never so much
so.... What’s the matter?”
He had turned in the closet doorway, was gazing gloomily at her, and,
being so big and so dark, his gloom was indeed somber--suggested
the darkness of an enchanted forest. “After all my resolutions!” he
exclaimed, with bitterness of self-reproach. He shut the closet. “No
chocolate,” he said firmly. “You must go home and let me work.”
“Why, what are you afraid of?” cried she, an angry light in her eyes.
“You told me yesterday you wouldn’t have me. And now I’m engaged.”
“You must go.”
She stamped her foot, and in poise of head, in curve of brow and lip
showed for the first time the imperiousness she had told him about. “If
I didn’t like you so well!” she cried. “Do be sensible. You’re always
calling me a baby. It’s you that are the baby.”
“I think so, myself,” said he, the more quietly but also the more
strongly for her threatening outburst of temper. “Listen to me, Rix.
This nonsense has got to stop. We’re going to keep away from each
other. We’re not in love--and we’re not going to put ourselves in the
way of temptation.” He looked reproachfully at her. “Why in thunder
did you have to go and spoil everything with that chatter of yours
yesterday? We were getting along beautifully, and the idea of you as a
girl in the ordinary sense never had entered my head.”
“You didn’t understand yourself,” said she. “Women are wiser about
those things than men--the most foolish women than the wisest men.
Besides, if you knew the circumstances as I know them, you’d not attach
so much importance to what was perfectly natural.”
He puzzled for an instant with this second mysterious reference to the
“circumstance,” dismissed it. “Anyhow, the milk’s spilled,” said he
with determination. “And you must go and not come back.”
“But now that I’m engaged----”
“Engaged be hanged!” exclaimed he violently. “I’m not as stupid as you
think. Can’t I see that you’re up to the same tricks as yesterday? What
do you mean by it? What’s going on in the back of your head? No--never
mind. I don’t want to know. I want you to go.”
She sat on the long, low bench and began to cry. “You’re brutal to
me,” she sobbed. “Here I went and got engaged just to oblige you and so
that we could be friends. And now you won’t be friends!”
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